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Words can't describe how sad I am. Christina Grimmie was and always will be my rolemodel and my Inspiration. I looked up to her since I first discovered her on YouTube. She was such a talented, beautiful, down to earth and caring person and I adored her so so much. I offen got so jealous watching her Videos, because I wanted to be like her. When I heared that she died, yesterday, I couldn't stop crying. I felt like I lost a friend. I still do. She was the kind of Person that I wanted to be friends with, that I love. Christina made me believe in my dreams. She's the reason my e-piano is in my room. She's the reason I never give up on things I really love. She showed me that if you really believe and work for something - it will come true. Christina will always have a special place in my heart and I will never stop loving and adoring her. I pray for her, her family and her friends. I can't imagine how they feel, when I already feel like this and I didn't even know her in Person... Even though it feels like I did. Mark is a true hero and I'm very proud of him. The Grimmie Family, Team Grimmie and Christina will always be a big Part of me. They kinda made me who I am today. I love them with all of my heart.
          	Thank you Christina for giving all of this to me. For being the best rolemodel I could ask for. I love you beyond words.
          	I still regret not going to the concert she once was doing here in germany with Before You Exit. But I can't turn back time. Sadly. It I could I would save Christina from this sensless murder. God, I will never unterstand it. I'm so done with America. Done with this world. Done with guns. Done with violence. I hope America finally wakes up. Too Late, but better than never.
          	REST IN PEACE ANGEL, you deserved so much more than this. I hope you're Happy in gods arms. I love you. Thank you for everything,
          	Annika <3

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Words can't describe how sad I am. Christina Grimmie was and always will be my rolemodel and my Inspiration. I looked up to her since I first discovered her on YouTube. She was such a talented, beautiful, down to earth and caring person and I adored her so so much. I offen got so jealous watching her Videos, because I wanted to be like her. When I heared that she died, yesterday, I couldn't stop crying. I felt like I lost a friend. I still do. She was the kind of Person that I wanted to be friends with, that I love. Christina made me believe in my dreams. She's the reason my e-piano is in my room. She's the reason I never give up on things I really love. She showed me that if you really believe and work for something - it will come true. Christina will always have a special place in my heart and I will never stop loving and adoring her. I pray for her, her family and her friends. I can't imagine how they feel, when I already feel like this and I didn't even know her in Person... Even though it feels like I did. Mark is a true hero and I'm very proud of him. The Grimmie Family, Team Grimmie and Christina will always be a big Part of me. They kinda made me who I am today. I love them with all of my heart.
          Thank you Christina for giving all of this to me. For being the best rolemodel I could ask for. I love you beyond words.
          I still regret not going to the concert she once was doing here in germany with Before You Exit. But I can't turn back time. Sadly. It I could I would save Christina from this sensless murder. God, I will never unterstand it. I'm so done with America. Done with this world. Done with guns. Done with violence. I hope America finally wakes up. Too Late, but better than never.
          REST IN PEACE ANGEL, you deserved so much more than this. I hope you're Happy in gods arms. I love you. Thank you for everything,
          Annika <3

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Hi.. Ich bin gerade echt ziemlich am Boden weil Zayn 1D verlassen hat und ich eigentlich nur wegen 1D und 5SOS hier bin. One Direction ist ohne Zayn nicht mehr One Direction und deshalb bin ich mir nicht sicher ob ich hier noch richtig bin. Alles fühlt sich aufeinmal anders an und mir macht alles nur noch halb so viel Spaß.. Ich hab das Gefühl ich bin nur noch bei allem halbherzig dabei und nichts gibt mehr Sinn weil ich bei allem was ich getan hab, an 1D gedacht hab und es teilweise wirklich nur wegen ihnen durchgezogen hab. Bitte lasst mir ein bisschen Zeit um mich zu sammeln.. Ich bin mir ziemlich sicher, dass ich zurück komme aber ich brauch ein bisschen Zeit um die "Wunden" in meinem Herzen heilen zu lassen. DANKE <3 #ALWAYSINOURHEARTSZAYNMALIK #ZAYNCOMEBACK

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@ stayadirectioner wtf ahahahahaha mein Ernst?  #getyoshittogether
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mcizzle

ich mag dich :)

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@michaelobsessed hihi Danke :)
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mcizzle

@stayadirectioner Danke :D Ich mag deine story auch
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@michaelobsessed Haha Kein Problem :) Ich mag deine Bücher ^__^
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mcizzle

Dabke für die Votes :D Ich liebe deine Story Lifesaver. Und Michael sowieso. :D

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@michaelobsessed Yay :) Nix zu danken ^^
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mcizzle

@stayadirectioner :D Ja die kommen bald. Es freut mich echt sowas zu hören danke. <3
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@michaelobsessed Gerne ich freu mich schon auf die nächsten Kapitel hehe :) omg Danke das freut mich wahnsinnig! :))))
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