i know you’re not up here anymore and i know i left without saying goodbye. i wished i didn’t do that. i wished i had texted you and lyk my reasonings, but i felt like they weren’t a good enough excuse. i felt like you wouldn’t accept them. sounds selfish, right? i know. i apologize. but nova, just know that i haven’t forgotten about you. how could i? you’re an angel in disguise. you always made my day, i swear. i was always smiling and happy around you. you really always made my day. if you see this one day, i hope we can catch back up. it’s been awhile since we last talked and that was because i left. i really do hope you see this. i miss you. i miss you so much, nova. i hope you’re well. i hope you’re smiling. i hope you have someone or people by your side that’s making you happy. you deserve to smile. you’re an angel. since i’m kinda up here, i’ll be sure to send in msgs every now and then, hoping that one day you’ll see it. please, be taking care, sweetie. i love you will my whole heart, nova. i hope we meet again one day. until then, i’ll send continue to send you sweet msgs. i hope you’re having a good day and just know, you will always matter to me. ♡