clxdyrhane

I FIGURED SOMETHING OUT!! Whenever I do or get something new, it'll make me want to do whatever it is more. So, Im gonna make another story (I might not post it until it's done) And let's pray that this allows me to write again (Reminder I have anhedonia)

Sovereign_of_Dawn

@clxdyrhane and knock me in me msg board ._. cause sometimes Wattpad decides not to give me any important notice ._. 
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Sovereign_of_Dawn

@clxdyrhane ah dang it!!! Aight fine but keep it Yuri ._.
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clxdyrhane

@Sovereign_of_Dawn The funniest thing is that I was already gonna do that with glaceon and vaporeon
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clxdyrhane

I FIGURED SOMETHING OUT!! Whenever I do or get something new, it'll make me want to do whatever it is more. So, Im gonna make another story (I might not post it until it's done) And let's pray that this allows me to write again (Reminder I have anhedonia)

Sovereign_of_Dawn

@clxdyrhane and knock me in me msg board ._. cause sometimes Wattpad decides not to give me any important notice ._. 
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Sovereign_of_Dawn

@clxdyrhane ah dang it!!! Aight fine but keep it Yuri ._.
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clxdyrhane

@Sovereign_of_Dawn The funniest thing is that I was already gonna do that with glaceon and vaporeon
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Volkanobursto

It’s been a while hasn’t it? How are you doing? What happened to the 2 chapter of Changes to Re-Reci? I don’t know how to spell that :/.
          
          Anyhow, you still around?

clxdyrhane

@Volkanobursto Thank you! Hope you have safe travels!
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Volkanobursto

Ohh, okay that makes sense. I’m not that busy this summer since I am moving out of Poland. In less than a week I’ll be flying to my new home.
            
            Anyway it’s nice to know that you’re still around. Good luck on the chapter!
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clxdyrhane

@Volkanobursto I am still here yes I've been very busy this summer. I have been working on it bit by bit though so It should be out eventually! Sorry yeah I have been quiet. recently
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clxdyrhane

Hey! So, I know I said I was going to post the next chapter soon and I will! You've probably noticed the new book I've just posted and that's what I was working on the past few days. It was a submission for a writing challenge so I spent a lot of my time on that lol. Anyway. Changed to Reciprocation chapter two is being worked on and so is the next Eeveelution Squad Reborn chapter. The next chapter is very special (One of the longer chapters) so just bear with me TvT

YourDailyJolteon123

@clxdyrhane Glad that you're still alright bro
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clxdyrhane

If I accidentally publish this chapter early one more time I swear

YourDailyJolteon123

@Volkanobursto wait new chapter soon?!?!?! OMG I CAN'T WAIT
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Volkanobursto

Oh, I thought something didn’t make sense!
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clxdyrhane

So look, there was originally supposed to be a valentines day chapter in Eeveelution squad reborn butttttttt the entire chapter didn't save so thats not happening. Uhm.... Oops

helloiamxavier

Damn kinda crazy, r.i.p the homie fr fr
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Volkanobursto

That is a very unexpected thing that just happened 
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YourDailyJolteon123

Hey man, I haven't heard from you for a while (yes a week is long to me) and I wanna know how you are doing! you doing fine or are you struggling? Tell me please, I am worried :(

YourDailyJolteon123

Ok thanks! just wanna make sure you were alright
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clxdyrhane

@YourDailyJolteon123 Hey! I'm doing fine (struggling with next chapter lol) But besides that no problems really. Thank you for checking on me, man! No need to be worried..
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clxdyrhane

Hey! Long time to see.. I just wanted to let people know that I've been gone for so long since I've developed Anhedonia. I had another version of this but unfortunately it got deleted. I actually almost gave up completely and went to sleep.
          
          For those who don't know, Anhedonia is a psychological condition that involves a persistent inability to feel pleasure or enjoyment from activities that would normally be pleasurable. It can manifest as a general lack of interest in life, or as a difficulty experiencing pleasure in specific areas, such as relationships, hobbies, or work. This is why I haven't updated anything in a long time. 
          
          It has been really hard for me to get out of my bed at times and do school/homework which has lowered my grade alot, I have so, SO, SO many ideas that I want to put out to the world! So many things I can easily learn! But I just get a deep wave of sadness and give it all up. There are so many talented people out there that I want to be like, write like, play like, and it just hurts me more each time I fail to even try.
          
          I also want to say big thanks to @Potati174 and @BroKendank for making me laugh and distract me from this condition.. My friends and family really are the only reason I'm still hanging on to this day. I really am inspired to be more like them and hopefully one day I will be able to get rid of this. I also want to say thank you to the people reading this. I have been motivated by everyone to continue ESR and better my writing skills before I started to develop Anhedonia.
          
          I don't know when I'll fix this or get tired of it all, but I just felt the need to give any sort of update here.. To say why I have been so distant from Wattpad and other websites. That will be all, thank you for your time.
          
           <3
          -Cloud

YourDailyJolteon123

@clxdyrhane Can't wait for the new chapter!
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YourDailyJolteon123

@clxdyrhane I'm really glad I could help! :)
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clxdyrhane

@Rad3eIR Yeah I'm doing fine as of currently, thank you.. I haven't done anything to hurt myself so I'm safe (I think:P)
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helloiamxavier

Hello. I’m making this announcement regarding a recent development. I’m challenging @Frost_The_Glaceon_45 or @MinecraftFan45 to a public debate on the messaging app Discord. He continues to insist the victim is a liar and that the document, and therefore I (end) am a liar? Ok then, let’s have a discussion. I’ll be posting further details about a specific server as we get a reply from him. Aaron, I want to make this very clear. If you refuse, you are admitting defeat and that every allegation made in the document is true. I am the challenger here, it is your responsibility to defend against the claims made in the document beyond a shitty Wattpad announcement. Please spread this so there is no way he misses it. 
          
          Go to this profile for more information on the event
          @Endehman

clxdyrhane

this message may be offensive
Okay so I'm sure you've seen this from other writers in the community and I feel sick even mentioning this but @Frost_The_Glaceon45 Is unfortunately a pedophile. He sent multiple sexual things to a friend of mine that was under 18, meanwhile he's over 20. I also wanna say big thanks to @LoafTheProtogen and @Endehman for exposing this sick fuck. (And yes I am aware that Dave said something already on here and thank you for that I just wanted to make a more personal one)
          
          Here's the link to the document that explains this a lot better than I could ever:
          https://docs.google.com/document/u/0/d/1lRNamEaicfVKF6TXw0okIlQzecU0Ah4bmT29rthWk5M/mobilebasic

clxdyrhane

Glad to know. Thanks to them also (Whoever that may be)
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BigLoafOfToast

Wasn’t just us, me and end are the only one’s who are fine with not being anonymous as of right now
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