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Hello, Ash! Kailan ka kaya maka confess sa taong gusto mo? 10 months na! HAHAHAHA sana you’ll have the courage na :)

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May 29, 2023
          
          I love you, Bibi Ash. We’re finally done with our first year on this medical degree. I am so proud of you for surviving kahit na madalas ma disappoint sa scores. Sana matupad pa rin yung wish mo na ma-dean’s list para may discount naman yung bayaran next school year and para rin mabigyan justice yung sacrifices for this second sem  
          
          I know that you are anxious right now kaya hindi ka masyado galabas with your classmates to celebrate ‘cause you feel like you don’t deserve it at all. Sana you’ll go back to this post someday and you’ll thank yourself for pushing through despite the failures. I wish you all the good things. You did what you can; God will do the rest. Rest muna before summer class ha? :) 

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I know that He is capable of good things and hindi niya tayo pababayaan. Sana mataas rin yung grades na makuha natin sa summer classes no? Para masaya tayo and sina papa hehe. I love you, Ashley. ‘Wag masyado sige iyak ha? Mag pahinga ka rin kung may oras. :)
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Hi, Ash! Unfortunately, hindi natin nakuha yung goal na maka discount, pero guess what? dean’s lister pa rin tayo! Grabe, God is so good no? Although karaming painful na nangyari sa’tin, He still makes sure na kahit papaano, may blessing and miracle na kapalit yung sacrifices natin para sa second sem. Lately, I’ve been having a hard time sa summer classes, I’ve been doubting myself, pero hopefully masurvive ko ‘to in God’s grace. 
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First-Year Student Nurse na ang inyong baby girl last August 5, 2022. Hays, time flies so fast indeed. Nasa Davao City na rin sina Messipots. I miss them, but we have to part ways para maka adjust sa different paths na meant for us. 
          
          Alam niyo, mamiss ko si Rendsey. Iba man gud talaga sa feeling if alam mong malapit lang siya, sad to say their campus kay sa Glamang. Pero you know, if para sa development niya and for his future, I would be the proudest & happiest for him.
          
          I pray na God will give us even just one tiny reason that is already enough for us to stay kapag darating yung time na pakiramdam namin giving up is the only way out of the miserable life. 
          
          Sa totoo lang, I am too scared—what if I fail? What if I couldn't save myself? I barely survived before, makakaya pa ba ngayong college? Hays, I surrender everything to Him. May He be patient with all the darkness that hides from within me.  
          
          I love you, Lord. :) 

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June 30, 2021. 
          
          Grabe, kasaya this day. Ka-epic ng movie date pero sobrang saya pa rin lalo na nung naglaro kami. Kasakit isipin na pag mawala ka sa'kin, ano kaya mangyari? I don't depend my happiness in you, pero hindi nga ba? Parang mawala gani lahat ng problema basta andiyan ka. Hay, kung pwede lang kontrolin o makita ang future 'no? Sige lang, I trust in the Lord. 

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June 1, 2021 6:19 AM
          
          Time flies so fast. It's already June and we're still going strong! I got my grades and sobrang layo na pala ng narating ko dahil sa'yo Lord. Grabe ka naman bumigay ng kapalit. Looking back on my rants here  & all the frustrations, I can't believe you've rewarded all those pains. Grabe, you've let me realize na no matter how hard life gets and challenges we face, as long we remain faithful & we put the trust in You, nothing is impossible. Kahit na sobrang hopeless na, ikaw pa rin bahala as long we're fighting too. You know how grateful my heart is for Your grace Lord, thank you for saving me. 
          
          And to my love life, I am not rushing anything. Thank you for guiding us, Lord. Thank you for guarding our hearts, I put my trust in You and I know you'll protect us.
          
          I will not be afraid for the future, I know I can with You. 

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May 23, 2021. 9:38 AM
          
          They made my birthday so special, grabe ang effort ng friends ko. I am already 17 and I pray na these people that I have in my life right now will be protected with God's grace and sana makakasama ko pa rin sa 18th birthday ko until tumanda ako. I know that we can't force people to stay, pero sana kung may aalis man, it will give both of us peace and find a place where we could be the happiest. 
          
          I pray for everyone to have strength & courage, peace of mind, protection in their mental health— traumas, fear, & anxiety. I wish everyone to achieve everything that their heart desires. 
          
          I am blessed for everything that's in my life and for everything that happened. I can't thank the Lord enough, I am forever grateful.
          
          I know that God hears my prayer and desires. No matter how hard life gets, I know that he will hold my hand and we'll win those battles together. I will not be worried, my future will be great.
          
          Happy 17th Birthday, Cate! :)