𐔌﹒Anaj ; ` ⋆

Anaj? Update on the situation? (Pls tell me you’re okay)

FOR ANYONE WHO HAS MY PINTREST PLESSE DELETE MESSAGES BETWEEN US ASAP!!! ESPECIALLY IF IT INCLUDES MY MENTAL HEALTH OR MY SEXUALITY IR NY BOOKS!!! MY MOM IS CHECKING MY PINTREST AND IM ON MY FRIENDS DEVICE SO PLS FUCKIBG DO RHAT OR IM DEAD

For all my sbg applyfic ppllll!!!
          
          For the next week or two I going to be working on the plot and dynamics! If I ahve your socials I'll personally text you about it,  and tell you about your dynamics with your characters and if I don't ill do it on your page!
          
          I'm gonna try and change the plot alot :)
          
          Wish me luck <3

Bro, got on, wattpad told me you published a new part to meet you at the graveyard said "woah that was super quick.." tried to click, sent me back to the home page. THEN CAME HERE TO CLICK AND NOTHING WAS CHANGED. I AHTE WHEN WATTPAD GIVES ME MISS INFORMATION 

JUST SAW YOY REASENT POSTS CAUSE I JUST GOR OUT OF SCHOOL. ANAJ WHAT.

How do I look like in your eyes ? (Genuine answers, idc if its rude or mean)

Helloooooo!
          How is everyone?
          
          IDK HOW BUT MY MOM DIDNT SEE IT YETTT. i had a mental breakdown at school, i hate crying is i made myerlf look like i was sleeping and very one kept asking if i was sick, especially the teacher and all the attention was on me and agghh
          
          I also snapped St my friend...
          
          Yea..
          
          I apologised soon after. I jsut got mad, bc I told her bat my situation, rose i told her, yesterday when it first happened and she wasn't there for me after..  yea..
          
          I FELT UHHH extremely tired, exhausted, nauseated, su1sidal and yea.
          
          But she was after dw. and then i got detention and didnt give a damn for some reason. AND UHM I GOT A RANDOM BRUIS EON YM FACE TODAYYY IDK FROM WHEREEEE
          
          And uhhh
          
          I GOT A TROPHY :P
          ITS GLASS AND IT LOOKS SO COOL
          SO COOL
          ITS MY FIRSTTTTTTTTTTTT
          
          ITS BE I GOT AN ATTAINMENT IN PSHE LAST YEAR AND BEST READER
          
          MY PARWnf well... they weren't exactly.. too happy but YEAAA
          
          I LOVE U GUYSSSSX

Hey love, how are you doing?

Anaj we all love you so so SO much, and we’re here for you!! You’ve got this, and I promise you, I PROMISE you, it does get better. Take it from me.♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

B.r12:08 am.
          
          It's 12 and I've got to go to bed because I have a very important event, which I'm planning to show my prize in inshallah when I finish it tommorow and tuition. So it's a long day basically.
          
          I was lucky enough so that my mom didn't see mynteacher's text about my grade. Every day that passes, is just another lower and lower chance of my mom not seeing the message,
          
          If she does I could either d1e at her hands or be a canvas of colours. I'm gonna.. do smth. I'm gonna talk to my irl childhood friend about this. I've never done smth like this before so I'm really scared..
          
          I'm not physically well atm, I took the shower and almost slipped when I tried (but then remmebered my rpomise so i tried to stop me from falling) and I landed on my knee so I think that'll bruise and that's okay
          
          While showering my side felt like it was being carved, it hurt so much. I'm still lightheaded an Di have a m8grane.
          
          Mentally I am just putting this issue locked in a far place that is still reachable so I'm basically just burying it, my hobby. The 9noy wya i can cope rn bc if I don't ill be having a mental breakdown so serious I'm gonna be physically ill.
          
          Thank you for everyone hwo talked to me... I really apreaciate it sm of u said things I really needed to hear or things I never expected to hear or smrh so like me...
          
          A reminder not to commit smth with ur life bc u only live once.
          I love you. Drink or eat smthh. Study if u have to, sleep if its late and if it's early and ur busy get tf up.
          
          I love u guys alot