I haven’t been a fan of Astro for long, I’ve only just begun to listen to their music and get to know the members. When I heard that Moonbin from Astro passed away, I was in disbelief. He seemed to happy from what I’ve seen, and he always seemed to be smiling. I thought it was a joke, or fake news, because I thought, there is no way someone like him could be gone…
I’m so upset about so many things. I’m upset that I didn’t know Astro and specifically, Moonbin sooner, I’m upset I couldn’t give Moonbin encouragement as a fan, I’m upset that I didn’t get to know him better, and I’m devastated that now, he’s gone forever.
I hope his family and his band mates can mourn in peace without the interruptions of haters and what not.
I read that the investigators think he took his own life. It really pains me to think about how he must have suffered. I hope of you’re facing the same difficulties and hardships, you ask for help, or seek help as hard as it may be. It be worth it in the end. Your life means more than you can ever imagine. It’s not pointless and you’re not a waste of space. You’re doing great, because you’re trying your best. And reaching where you want to be will be hard, but you will get there eventually.
To Ahora, though this is heartbreaking, please remember to take care of yourself. Take as long as you need to mourn, but don’t forget to also love yourself. Moonbin would have wanted that. That much, I know.
Sending love to Ahoras and fans, to Astro, and to Moonbin’s family.
May Moonbin rest in peace
~da vinchen
