darkcrystal08
As an author, I barely had the grasp of the concept of love. I only imagined how it felt as I read through the wonderful worlds of other authors. I wished to feel how the protagonists felt and imagined myself in their position. But then I fell myself and it was... the most amazing feeling I've ever had. She was perfect in every possible way. Perfectly imperfect and I love her all through those flaws. But not even a year and I immediately experienced what it felt like to truly had your heart broken... And it was the first time as well for me to experience a heart aches so great that it couldn't compare to when I experienced a death of a family member. It was much much more painful and much more excruciating than death. To the point that I chose to ruin myself more and more. And while I'm at it, I'm trying to find myself again whom I lost throughout the process. So overall, this was the reason I hadn't been updating much and exactly the reason that I might come back here to write again. Knowing both love and pain now would surely help me write better... Right?
darkcrystal08
@DaMemeQueenISAwesome thank you for taking your time to read it. I was contemplating on creating or fixing yet another story I could apply my understanding of emotions into. I do hope I can give my readers an insight of love like how others do, or the pain it causes someone as well. And thank you for your kind words, I know people don't usually care for these things and reality is much more crueler that way. I appreciate you.
DaMemeQueenISAwesome
@darkcrystal08 you will never know how much I understand you right now, and how much I hope to feel such a beautiful, tragic pain one day. I'm beyond happy that you had the experience, and had a strong enough heart to share your thoughts and feelings with others. I look for people as expressive, and as emotionally intelligent, and as emotionally aware as you in my everyday life, and I must say you're one of the bravest, just for taking the time to yap online about something most likely no one would really care about or respond to. Surprise. I care. I'm aware. I see you. I dont yet have your knowledge of love, but that gives me a reason to look up to you. Keep growing. Keep writing. Keep fighting. Put those feelings on a sheet of paper just because your heart told you to. Raw emotion is one of the most scary and complex things this universe has to offer. The way you describe the aftermath of your pain inspired me greatly, and gave me a hope that's been dwindling for a long time. I see you.
