@depressoLii well it was the first time when I actually felt something for someone . We met at the summer camp last year and we really went along super good , we would also talk through the seasons till it was summer where we would meet again . There were a lot of times that we would be flirting . Anyways summer came the schools closed and it was almost time for the summer camp when he told me that he couldn't come . But to the suprise of both of us something was arranged and he came but only for a week . Welp I was so happy to see him again and tried to spend a lot of time with him , but then one day I saw him with hickies on his neck . I was super angry and also felt very hurt . I know we weren't a thing but I think I had made it obvious that I'm interested . Long story short I was super hurt and sad because it was the first time I had those kind of feeling