I know that I don't have a lot of followers and whatnot, and that nobody ever sees my posts, but I've had a crush on this one guy for a really long time and we just started communicating and it's not going well and I don't think he's very interested and since I can't really put this anywhere without him seeing I thought I'd post it on here because I just need to get it out and this has been a major run-on sentence.