daisy

So much nostalgia. I’ve realized that the same type of beautiful friend always reincarnates when I need her the most. 
          
          I have had a lovely friend that spans over time in the simplest genuineness version 

Hi there! I messaged you in your inbox! Happy New Year! x

Hey how are you? It's been a while. Hope you're doing good :)

how do you know if your love is fading for someone? and it’s starting to feel terrible ... but why did you have to start trying when i started giving up :( 

It be so much easier fighting over someone for another person, because at least it would be so much easier to walk away. Why is so hard fighting with your inner demons, that my healing spirit can’t walk away?

I’ve been fighting for so long for you, that I’m starting to forget what am I even fighting for in the first place? I swear I am fighting for a battle I have already lost....  

Fighting for someone since the first day you’ve met them is starting to get exhausting. I thought you are able to stop fighting once you’re in a relationship and finally have them? 

I want to get back into writing again. 

Can’t be upset with someone putting themselves first, since it’s how it should be. But gahdamn, that shit hurts like hell when you were putting them first before yourself. Only can be mad at yourself though. Idiotic move. ‍♀️

Merry Christmas Eve, everyone!