Also @Myngxy if you need an explanation for why I haven’t gotten help yet. DM me, I’m not comfortable sharing that out in the public. Also I came back a while later realizing how defensive and aggressive I sounded in my response to you. TBH I should’ve have deleted out conversations. It made me look like a pussy. I apologize for that. Also I might’ve come to know why they don’t want to talk to me anymore, because they are around people who hate me, you hate me because of my actions, what I did, and other abusive stuff I did. I get that, I’ve hurt you. I don’t deserve your forgiveness. You didn’t deserve me hurting you. I can say sorry all I want but the damage has already been done. As for the mentioning them, I think it’ll make it look like we are friend when we are not. I know how much I hurt you. You gave me so many chances, and yet I continued to hurt you. I also admit that I should stop obsessing over someone who doesn’t even like me or wants to be my friend. So yes, this is me owning up to my mistakes. You right too. I kinda thought we could be friends but it was stupid of me to think so.