Its been a months since I don't open my home... and a little shock because my some followers will unfollow me , but that's OK. And now its end of August and hello September, as a working student so nice feelings that after I finish this year, I will ahead in college level. So maybe I'm working again, even so tired sometimes, even I often felling that I'm here in jail. Before when I hear a working students my first to come in my mind... is they are so poor when it comes to a financial, but I realize that it was not, because others have working for some reason, and they are tough that they like to be more Independent themselves. So now I was experience this kind of bravery, and I was so happy because for so many challenging that I face in my previous life... for the last breath, only a little left to suffer in high school, and a Big embrace for my upcoming college life, the BIG challenging that I face . And by the faith of God I did not worried about at all Because I know, He do not let me leave in all the time, and I was so thankful by that, so Blessed for who I am now. And with all my strength, with all my heart, I will keep His command for that is righteous , even sometimes I often to lie, I can't avoid that one ,maybe God understand me, and I want to say sorry for that. And by now I want to more focus for my fight, and I will be prepare for upcoming another life, that no matter what happened, I always trust God, cause I know He have a plan for my life.... until the end ! Thank you :)