@esparguete4ever
hey spaghetti just checking in hru
@esparguete4ever good ( i was at my dads when you sent this lmao) love you platonically
@therealkrisdeltarune Heyy, sup, kinda tired of this going and coming back to wattpad cus i worry a lot abt you guys but I still love yall :D How r u??
SPAGHETTI. PLEASE WAKE UP PLEASE
COLOR ISNT RESPONDING TO ME AND IT SAID THAT THEY WERE TIRED ON CORGI'S CONVERSATION PAGE
I DONT KNOW IF THEYRE SLEEPING SINCE ITS ALMOST 5 AM FOR THEM OR IF THEY ATTEMPTED. THEY ARENT RESPONDING TO ANY OF MY MESSAGES.
@ YourAverag3Writer Yo! You play in a band? That's cool! Me too but it's more of a jazzy thing from my music school
Tell me the blah blah blah's if you remember, I wanna hear everything
Wasn't someone like, hating on them? :c
Some account.... I remember seeing it on their page ....
Ofc if you don't wanna share it it's fine! I just wanna be in through things so I can help sometime, and take your time answering
@esparguete4ever my god I'm so sorry for not responding any sooner, I had band :< It depends tbh... so much has happened since this day with Wattpad drama and blah blah blah. but uh.. I THINK this was the day that the huge color drama started where they almost committed and actually sent goodbye letters to ppl. uuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhh coughs :c
@YourAverag3Writer So glad to hear that :D can you... tell me what happenned? I've been....absent .. again
GUH I FORGOT TO WISH YOU MERRY CHRISTMAS
IM SO SORRY POOKIE
I KNOW THIS IS SUPER LATE BUT MERRY CHRISTMAS!!11!!
Hey guys!!!
These two weeks have been crazy, I've been kinda sick and it was test week and now it's Christmas, I barely had time to be on my phone, plus I'm at my grandparents' so I got no pc (my mermaid isleeee TvT /jk)
More seriously now, I've been gone again.
These dissapearences of mine are constant and I always promise not to do the same but then I dissapear again. I'm sure with all the rushes of life you didn't miss me much but if you did notice I was gone, *again* , then I just want to say it's okay for you to be mad or if you don't count on me anymore. The thing is, I really really really want to change, I just don't know how. I want to be a part of you, to support and be your friend, there are so many dramas happening and I'm missing them all when I could be supporting people.
I know excuses and sorry's won't fix my absence but I just want to let you know that I love you all.
I've been checking some announcements and, like I mentioned earlier, there's been some dramas going on wich is why I'll leave my Roblox nickname here, it's @otaku_bkdkfan, display name System.
Send me friend request, I'll accept them all, when I do please tell me your name on Wattpad.
You're free to chat with me all you want about everything anytime, I prefer we chat on Roblox because I'll pay more attention to notifications from there.
Love yall
@esparguete4ever esparguete, just know that I don’t mind where you go , I LOVE YOU!! take as long off as a break you need, trust me, I needed one. Hope you feel better soon ml!!❤️❤️
I don't want to name people but from what I saw, @infullcolor was going through a hard time, I hope you feel better now and feel free to vent with me if you want
I kinda feel bad for him tho, he's alone, in 6th grade he was "bullied", called fat and gay, and he doesn't have many friends and he thinks I'm his friend but no.. please stay back, I-
Am I being a bad person?
Am I being ungrateful?
Sorry your hearing this, it just came out and-
Gosh I want to cry.
I still feel kinda violated, but I'm sure it'll go away in a few days...
@esparguete4ever Spaghetti you’re a nice person . You can still be friends with himof course just maybe try to tell him more about this ,, you aren’t ungrateful for having a personal space preference ,, I hope you’ll feel better soon :b
@esparguete4ever your not a bad person!! We love you platonically and if he's really your friend, he'll understand you need space <3
@esparguete4ever You’re not a bad person, and I think it’s really kind of you to see things his way. I do think that he needs to respect boundaries, but if you need help you can always ask. I also kind of have this problem, she’s a nice girl and doesn’t have many friends, but she respects when I ask her to leave alone for a minute if I’m having a bad day. She actually makes them a little better. If he learned to respect that that you don’t want him by your side every 2 seconds, maybe you could be friends.
Hey...!! I don't.... usually do this but....
Small vent....yippie!!
For context, I don't like when certain people come too close. It's just a few of them, maybe everyone but the others have enough COMMON SENSE to respect other people's PERSONAL SPACE-
*cough* Sorry about that
But yeah, there's this one guy in my class, he's on of the people in the list.
He's smart and all but, he's kinda weird. Like, there's nothing wrong with him and he isn't freaky but....he just gives me the ick sometimes, just because....yes. Yeah, I don't really like him, I'd rather not spend time with him and he's not bad but... y'know, I'd rather not
But.
He keeps coming close.
It's not like he likes me, but he thinks we're besties and he ... He just comes too close, he is too close, ALL the time. And a few days ago I was feeling specifically bad, in class my "bad thoughts" came back, I was stressed, I was feeling bad about myself and all I wanted was distance. Lucky for me, what can happen to be his only friend was sick that day, so he was GLUED to me THE WHOLE DAY. AND HERE'S THE THING, I HAD TOLD HIM TO STAY BACK, POLITELY, MORE THAN ONCE.
EVEN BEFORE THAT DAY
I was ALWAYS like "Hey, can you back off a little?" Or "Um, take a step back please"
AND HE DID NOTHING, NEVER. LIKE HE WAS DEAF
AND SO, I was feeling bad, and he was GLUED to me, so I tried once again: "Hey can you stay back a little? I'm antisocial today" I was not antisocial but it was easier to put it that way. AND YOU KNOW WHAT THAT KOTHER FUCKER DID?
HE CAME UP CLOSER
HE'D GO SUDDENLY AND APPEAR BEHIND ME.
WHEN WE WERE WALKING OUR SHOULDERS ALMOST BRUSHED.
At first I was trying to laugh it off, seem mad and stuff but at one point I just went non verbal, I gave up.
THAT SHIT OF A SOUL WAS LIKE "WhY dOn't yoU want me to cOme close?" WHILE LAUGHING WITH HIS FACE PLASTERED IN FRONT OF ME
MF I. SAID. NO.
TAKE A HINT
@esparguete4ever If he keeps doing that go straight to the point and have no fear to tell ‘em (Like I did with my “friend”-) I get this since I hate when people do this - I just don’t even like physical touch so yeah — Anyway ,, I hope he stops I know how annoying it can be
You guys got your sweater's yet? <3
It's 3rd Decembar already!
https://youtube.com/shorts/JNdXVSseAq0?si=dkkuVt10YCjGI20t I'M DYING LITTERALLY CRIED LAUGHING
@esparguete4ever i couldnt even watch the youtube short it said unavailable for my account HOW BAD IS IT </3
https://www.wcoflix.tv/anime/hazbin-hotel/season=all&lang=cartoon May your journey begin
im here to say that i wrote a fic read it iif you want
Uhh Papyrus? I burnt the water.
