everything that has happened has been incredibly devastating, and i finally found the strength to come clear about how i’m feeling. although i did not follow one direction since the beginning, they came into my life at the right time. when i felt so lost and lonely, i had them to rely on. harry, niall, louis, zayn and liam. all five of them these last few years have managed to make me smile even in my darkest times, so now having lost liam feels like having lost a piece of me. one that was always happy, because of them. and even when time passed and i distanced myself from the boys as a whole group, i will forever cherish the moments i relied on them, even singularly. so for having been such a big part in my life for a very short amount of time, i’m so hurt, sorry and devastated at liam’s passing. regardless of what he’s done right or wrong, he was so young and still had a lot to live, and didn’t deserve the ending he got. i just can’t imagine the grief those closest to him are feeling right now, so im sending all my thoughts, respects and prayers to his family and friends and hope that wherever liam is he’d found the piece in his mind he so well deserved.
for making me happy when i felt lost, i hope you rest in peace, liam. you were gone too soon, but you’ll never be forgotten.