your new fave anon

really want to apologise for being mia for so long without reason.
          
          i've basically started uni and a new job and i'm finding it really hard to find time to write and when i do have the time i don't have the energy because i need to rest.
          
          unfortunately this means •F E E D• is essentially on hold indefinitely and a new project that i had also started may never see the light of day. 
          
          hope you're all doing well, thanks for continuing to support my book and follow my account, i will be back when i can be, uploads will be sporadic from this point forward but i will always post here so you guys are informed of them first. 
          
          lots of love,
          
          ~existeniallylost~

i saw 'IT' and oh my god, i loved every second of it, it was perfect, bill was amazing as pennywise, all the losers were awesome, it did the book so much justice, and the original film too! 
          
          it's not particularly scary either, just a bit creepy, gave me massive Stranger Things vibes and not just because finn wolfhard stars in both.
          
          fully recommend it, though, trigger warning there is implied father daughter sexual abuse in several scenes, so if that stuff will effect you enter with caution. 

utterly caught up in 'Psycho' by @TheCoumie which is partially why there hasn't been another update to •F E E D• but also i've been suffering from a bit of writers block, but i promise i'll be back soon! 

apologies for being away, update is on it's way this week i promise, seen that •F E E D• had reached 150 reads, which is kind of crazy tbh even though it's nothing, i've had an idea for another fic too which i may release a sampler of as well, hope you're all good, i'll be back soon! 

so i may have not realised that today was saturday i thought it was friday sorry uk time friends, upload is gonna be late i'll try to upload before midnight eastern time for usa friends though, that still counts right? 
          
          oh my god, i'm the literal worst
          can't even keep to my own schedule 

so either wattpad is glitching
          
          or nobody has read the new chapter
          
          likely the latter 
          
          oh well, i can't write for shit anyway
          
          what else did i expect?
          
          *shrugs*

chapter five of •F E E D• is now up, just in case you've been waiting for it! 

new chapter of •F E E D• will be up this evening, changed the upload schedule in it's description to friday/saturday purely because it gives me that bit of leeway to get it written... there's drama in this chapter, though not the drama you may expect, so prepare yourselves!

running late with the upload again, idk wether to throw out the schedule and just upload when i can, but i kind of want to make sure i stick to a chapter a week as well... gahh, damn it.

lordy, it's friday tomorrow?! i have a lot of writing to do in the next 33hrs or so, hopefully i won't be running late this time around......