alright im gonna post my drafts pookies. as for the reason im done: im a lesbian! HA who would’ve thought. if anyone is confused on how a lesbian can write smut ab men: i dont know either. the only explanation i can offer is compulsive heterosexuality. and basically that means that when u grow up in a house like mine where ur expected to be with men and thats all u know, ur hardwired to want that. it took a lot of internal work to get where i am but im here and i feel, like, free, if that makes sense. and so many questions have been answered about ongoing issues in my life.
thank u guys for ur support, i have truly loved writing for u