So, wow, hey. It's been a long long time since I've written anything, and honestly I've been going through and trying to edit and rewrite things, but I cannot bring myself to write. It's like all my motivation is gone. It feels awful, Writing is something I have always genuinely enjoyed, I've always put my all into it, and it's dissapointing to see myself crumble in the way I am. I constantly tell myself I'm just in a phase, but it seems as if this phase is never ending. I used to be able to put my heart and soul into writing for the small audience I had built over the past two years. I can't do that anymore. So, after deleting a few of my incomplete stories, I'd like to give myself a fresh start, I'd like to clean out all my files of my past from my google drive (where I write) and start with a clean slate. I will most likely get rid of Acne. I don't know what this might do for me, but I would really like to try again.
This time last year, I started writing the first installments of NOT and now, I'm falling out of love with writing, so, whatever happens to these stories, this account, my life, thanks for sticking around for two years and reading my dumb fanfics.
hannah banana