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it'll be more pain than nostalgia every time i'll play any of his songs, solo or w others 

my head hurts so bad from crying and rotting in bed for hours, and it hurts to go back to doing normal things like nothing ever happened, it hurts to think abt moving on from the fact that a part of my childhood is no longer w us 

listening to his songs and watching any of the one direction content will never be the same 

my soul craves yours.

with every drop of ink i've let bleed onto the corners of my notebook, solely to write your name

with every breath my lungs are filled with