grace

okay but me versus my responsibilities and creativity really went vroom vroom up up and away

aish it feels like all motivation has disappeared. my only decade resolutions are to get my bachelor's by the end of the decade, drink water and write more. hopefully sometime in the next few years that  list will be more adventurous, but ever big goal has to start somewhere!

happy new years everybody! i hope everybody is up for the new decade.

“and all the vibrant colors from the lights fade away and i don’t care what they say”

i had a terrible dream jungkook died 

do you ever squeeze your eyes so tight to prevent the tears from slipping out only to realize there is water gliding down your cheeks due to the strain of holding your sadness in? the water produced by the sadness withheld doesn’t burn less than the sadness itself 

bUt WhERe DiD mY COwbOYhaT gO?

freshman year of high school is practically senior year of college 

i feel like i’m burning out but then realize i do jack shit with my life and feel bad for feeling bad because i have no right 

okay i don’t even take spanish but somehow got roped into working their sales table in front of the cafeteria for our HOUR LONG lunch period and today i scared off three boys with screams of day of the dead bread-