( it starts out small, a few days after his husband brought him home. khaslana is different, more reserved. its a challenge to get him to bond with meli— but not in the way it would have been five years ago. there's no challenge for mydei's love, but.. its something else. he's more reserved around mydei too; because his husband feels different, he can't really explain it. he also doesn't sleep in their bed— is it still their bed? it's new. it's not /safe./ he's too used to pain, and blood, and—- he wakes up screaming and crying, scars aching underneath his clothes. through his tears, the first thing he recognizes is a ball of fluff laying on his lap in comfort. the second is the feeling of mydei's arms wrapping around him slowly. khaslana's voice is small when he blinks through tears enough to settle on the baker's face. ) my .. dei.. mos?
* a×b married au