Right now there’s a part of me missing. I just feel so... downtrodden and I feel like I can’t get my emotions out in the way I want. My poems used to be such a good coping mechanism but now I have no motivation, no will to write anything and I feel so lost without it. I feel like my anxieties is acting up, with my feeling like everyone hates me is getting stronger. I know you probably don’t care about this one girl who hasn’t updated in months, but I just needed to get this out somewhere that people, not necessarily people I know, can see it. Just remember: friends can hurt you much more than enemies can.