hayterade

I hate being sick

tuesdaydusk

@hayterade there's such a small handful of people I talk to regularly because I've left my chats to collect dust and cobwebs rip
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tuesdaydusk

@hayterade lol it's okay tbh I don't remember what we were even talking about on Instagram. It's been too long
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hayterade

@tuesdaydusk wait, I’ve not answered back on instagram in forever omfg.  I’m so terrible about that, I’m so sorry.  Messaging people makes me nervous, and then I avoid it, and then eventually I forget.  I can tell you the craziness of what happened to me recently if you want to hear about it.  It’s okay if you don’t, though lol.  It’s… a lot.  I really need to be better about texting people back, I suck at it.  I apologize :’)
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hayterade

I hate being sick

tuesdaydusk

@hayterade there's such a small handful of people I talk to regularly because I've left my chats to collect dust and cobwebs rip
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tuesdaydusk

@hayterade lol it's okay tbh I don't remember what we were even talking about on Instagram. It's been too long
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hayterade

@tuesdaydusk wait, I’ve not answered back on instagram in forever omfg.  I’m so terrible about that, I’m so sorry.  Messaging people makes me nervous, and then I avoid it, and then eventually I forget.  I can tell you the craziness of what happened to me recently if you want to hear about it.  It’s okay if you don’t, though lol.  It’s… a lot.  I really need to be better about texting people back, I suck at it.  I apologize :’)
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hayterade

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Truthfully, I still can’t believe that someone I enjoyed being friends with SO much, stopped being friends with me over something as stupid and trivial as me being into witchcraft.  If that wasn’t the reason, it sure seemed like it was.  This type of shit is exactly why I feel weary around some religious people.  I never once had a problem with them being religious, why couldn’t they accept what I believe in too?  But me being a little bit witchy was enough to snap at me and unfriend me for.  I don’t get it.  I miss them sometimes.  It was so fun to have someone to talk to about my fanfics, but now that’s gone.  Can’t believe I fell out of playing bass guitar over this person :/

hayterade

I think they still look at my account sometimes.  Every now and then, I’ll get notifications if they update a book I still have in my library for some reason (idk how to remove a book?).  Sometimes I look to see if I’m unblocked.  Usually not.  Waaay back when, the blocking and unblocking happened a lot.  Idrc anymore, but it’s always interesting to me that I can still read their stories despite being blocked.  The more you know, I guess.
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hayterade

Need me a sapphic lover that’s into old hollywood and silent films that can show me all their favorite movies

hayterade

I wannaaaa sapphic kind of love… or whatever Etta James said
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hayterade

Universe, I have been a good enby for a while now.  I would love if you could stop the horrors in the world, as well as give me my dream loml masc pls pls pls
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hayterade

No one told me Rod Stewart is kinda…

hayterade

@tuesdaydusk does he?  He’s somehow someone whose music hasn’t crossed my radar much so I don’t know hardly anything about him lol
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tuesdaydusk

@hayterade I mean, he does have a song about it lol.
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