hiatus_updates_yes

I’m sorry.
          	
          	I’ve disappointed you all so much with my lack of posts but I’m really struggling with a lot of things
          	
          	Mainly the will to live, I’m really finishing it hard to find worth and purpose for my own life. Everything seems so meaningless unless I achieve something big.
          	
          	That is what I had always promised myself when I was younger in order to withstand bullying and the abuse within my family; do big things, become an object of envy.
          	
          	And now I have grown up and I haven’t done any of what I promised to my younger self to prove to everyone I was worthy and valuable and could do so much
          	
          	Perhaps my heart and interests are in the wrong place. Perhaps I’m chasing the wrong things to give me comfort but I can’t lie this society as much as I criticise it and understand it has also bewitched me in regards to what matters.
          	
          	And it was so indirect, so discrete...
          	
          	I’m not happy with my life, I don’t know what I’m doing academically, I’m already a years debt in for uni for a course idek I want.
          	
          	I’m stuck with my lowkey abusive parents, but even when I moved out for uni I hated it (somehow I had become dependent on my abusive parents for emotion? Company?)
          	
          	Idk what it is but it feels like my imagination of what I can do has been capped.
          	
          	If feels as if I’m no longer free
          	
          	I’m honestly tired.
          	
          	I truly believe I had to announce this because I haven’t been taking care of this account or the readers who enjoy my work (which I personally always end up criticising)
          	
          	I’ll try to do better.
          	
          	X

wolfiesticks

@mia_tae00  I really hope you feel better, I love your stories!
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vivamos04

@jojo102938475610 Are you better now?  I hope you are a bit better. Did you find some way to vent?
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vivamos04

@jojo102938475610  Alright I feel so old-ish after reading what I sent to you. I'm free almost all the time. Tell me if you wanna be friends. I'll then share my twit or hangouts. if you have them tho. Wattpad is okay too. . . . . . . . 
          	  . . . . . . . . . .(I'm ranting again)
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QueenJellyJello

Hey author! I just came across one of your works and I loved it! I hope you are feeling better and I want you to know that we all have our down days and to not let them get to you, because while you may feel alone you have a whole community here to support you. 

hiatus_updates_yes

I’m sorry.
          
          I’ve disappointed you all so much with my lack of posts but I’m really struggling with a lot of things
          
          Mainly the will to live, I’m really finishing it hard to find worth and purpose for my own life. Everything seems so meaningless unless I achieve something big.
          
          That is what I had always promised myself when I was younger in order to withstand bullying and the abuse within my family; do big things, become an object of envy.
          
          And now I have grown up and I haven’t done any of what I promised to my younger self to prove to everyone I was worthy and valuable and could do so much
          
          Perhaps my heart and interests are in the wrong place. Perhaps I’m chasing the wrong things to give me comfort but I can’t lie this society as much as I criticise it and understand it has also bewitched me in regards to what matters.
          
          And it was so indirect, so discrete...
          
          I’m not happy with my life, I don’t know what I’m doing academically, I’m already a years debt in for uni for a course idek I want.
          
          I’m stuck with my lowkey abusive parents, but even when I moved out for uni I hated it (somehow I had become dependent on my abusive parents for emotion? Company?)
          
          Idk what it is but it feels like my imagination of what I can do has been capped.
          
          If feels as if I’m no longer free
          
          I’m honestly tired.
          
          I truly believe I had to announce this because I haven’t been taking care of this account or the readers who enjoy my work (which I personally always end up criticising)
          
          I’ll try to do better.
          
          X

wolfiesticks

@mia_tae00  I really hope you feel better, I love your stories!
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vivamos04

@jojo102938475610 Are you better now?  I hope you are a bit better. Did you find some way to vent?
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vivamos04

@jojo102938475610  Alright I feel so old-ish after reading what I sent to you. I'm free almost all the time. Tell me if you wanna be friends. I'll then share my twit or hangouts. if you have them tho. Wattpad is okay too. . . . . . . . 
            . . . . . . . . . .(I'm ranting again)
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taetae_bear

Hello there author nim. Hope you doing well especially during this pandemic. I just wanna say I’m really really really falling in love with your book “hanahaki love” . I don’t to pressure you but I would like to see you update that book. I love you and I purple you so much author nim❤️✨

vivamos04

If you're still on here, Know that you are lit! Either you've spent 5 years watching and reading absolute quality content or your brain functions different from us peasants. Whatever it may be. Read that you have writer's block. Its fair tbh one definitely needs a year's worth of break after that type of gold. Fighting!             
            (☞゚ヮ゚)☞

hiatus_updates_yes

 I appreciate this comment so much cos I’ve been feeling dumb as hell
            
            I’m ngl it’s writers block and mentally im all over the place, was very suicidal a few weeks ago but I’m starting to get motivated again ❤️
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HogwartsDancer

I am OBSESSED with “It doesn’t hurt me” are you going to finish it/continue it??? The work is amazing. 

HogwartsDancer

Ok! I’m so excited to read it!!!
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hiatus_updates_yes

Yes I’m going to but I’m having quite a bit of writers block and lack of motivation so updates are going to be slow but I’m going to try to finish before September 
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