"Once you realize you are your own enemy it becomes an uphill battle, but with enough determination and effort you'll make it." 

hi, everyone! I'm fifteen, and I fear for the worlds judgment. I'm constantly dealing with my depression and anxiety. I'm also proud to say that I no longer self-harm, at least not often; additionally my suicidal thoughts have begun to fade. Along with my own personal issues I'm also juggling with sports, spending time with my boyfriend, babysitting, family commitments, and my friends. 

I write to get away from myself, but also to express myself. I love helping people, and I'm always here if someone needs to talk.  

My boyfriend, whom which I owe my current happiness and light to, has helped me to be who I am today. He I wish to spend the rest of my life with, yes sounds cliché for a girl my age, but our relationship is anything but. I'm going to marry this boy some day, and that day will be one of the best days of my life. 

I may be vague, and I may now sound like someone you would get along with and that's okay. But if you ever find yourself down and in need of a friend or just someone to talk to, I'm here for you.