LWAL

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Really wanna go back to my crazy army era but hell y'all!!!! My exams are shit and I'm pretty sure after exams I'm just gonna lay here and there kinda yk fixing myself and watching movies listening to music like they're my oxygen or something. Y'all seriously exams and study sucks! Don't ya think? I feel like just upgrading myself and getting admission in a beautiful collge and make so many friends and socialize and chill and relax and Organize my all messed life! Especially sleeppppp my Sleep? Dudee it's so ruined and I'm like "nahh it's alright I'll sleep tomorrow" bitch? Idk yalll just yk take care of yourself and don't be careless and study too ig? And yeah don't forget about the people who care for you okah? They care for you and it should mean world to you cause there's not much people prioritising others above their selves! So yeahhh I love y'all and I'm genuinely sorry for not spamming you and texting you and asking how are you but I promise I'll do it soon okay? Bare with it for a while and I'm glad you guys think antme and look for me and all the pretty things like you. I love y'all meet you soon! 
          (I yapped you read, now I love you more than everyone)
          
          
          yours : human lover (holyun_holyun)

Neet aspirant....( ͡⁠°⁠ ͜⁠ʖ⁠ ͡⁠°⁠)

You often feel scared about sharing your feelings or talking about the things you’ve gone through or are still going through. Why? It’s because of your age. These thoughts keep running in your head, and it becomes frustrating. You already have so much going on, and this fear adds to your overthinking.
          
          You want to open up about the stress and anxiety you’re feeling—it’s weighing heavily on you. You want to let it all out, but at the same time, you’re afraid of the criticism you might face from others, even those close to you. They may not have said anything directly, but their words and behavior make you feel like they’ll judge you if you share. You imagine them saying things like:
          
          "That's it? You’re just overthinking."
          
          "There’s nothing wrong with you."
          
          "You’re too young to feel that way."
          
          "You don’t know what real problems are."
          
          "You’re making this up in your head."
          
          "Stop stressing over nothing."
          
          "You don’t know the meaning of struggle."
          
          "Wait until you’re older; then you’ll understand."
          
          These words, even if unsaid, haunt you. You’re scared they’ll make fun of your feelings, dismiss your struggles, or act like you have no right to feel this way because of your age.
          
          But let me tell you something: these people don’t understand what real struggles are. They don’t realize that hardships aren’t about age—they’re about what people go through and how they cope. Yes, life brings challenges at different stages, but dismissing someone’s feelings just because they’re young is wrong. Everyone deserves to be heard. Sometimes, all someone needs to hear is, “It’s okay to feel this way.”
          
          Don’t waste your energy on people who make you doubt yourself or worsen your feelings.
          
          I don’t know what you’ve gone through or are going through now. I don’t know you personally. But I want to tell you this: don’t let the negative words of others drag you down. Focus on protecting your energy and finding people who understand and care.

Hey

Won't sugarcoat anything, I'm sorry y'all but I'm a little busy and I got no mood to come on Wattpad and make my life more shit. Some people are unfollowing me and I'm too lazy to unfollow them too,Tho I will unfollow them later. Again, I'm sorry to the one's who are texting me and still looking forward to my texts, I love you so much and take care and fuck studies. Babyeeeeee
          (I'm happy and also losing my sanity)

Kidhar ho ji?

I'm feeling too lonely rn, because the ghost of my house is on leave 

Do you listen to måneskin?