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maturing is realizing you miss all the fun you've had in wattpad and you badly wish you could be a kid again and spend hours here being all delulu and making friends and be creative again.
          
          maturing is also realizing how your friend here are doing, especially the ones inactive or on hiatus like you, are they okay? are they healthy? are they even alive? its scary thinking that your friend in social media who you've had fun with before may or may not have left the world and you dont even know it :(

it’s been a while <\3 how are you!

ITS MIIHI'S BIRTHDAY BUT I DONT KNOW HER NEW USERNAME SOMEONE HELP ME I NEED TO WISH HER BIRTHDAY

DEAR CITIZENS OF WATTPAD I NEED HELP
          
          Have you read books and theres a character who's a real nerd, all books and on lucky occasions, maybe some barbie and cartoons. top 1 in classes but not in co-curriculums. spoiled by family, pretty clothes and accessories and bags. never starve and always provided with healthy food, no junk foods or even snacks but maybe on special occasions some mcdonalds. family trips to everywhere so doesnt have to go on school trips. no games, no social medias, no going out with friends. talks nicely and never harsh. obeys parents, never lies, never rebels.
          
          what's the ending of this type of character usually?

i hate falling in love with my own childhood best friend. i hate it. so much. it's the fact that i can't confess because it'll make our relationship awkward, and the fact that we're still literally going to face each other for the next 4 years in the same college, and the fact that i can never be like his type, and the fact that he has already found someone but wouldn't admit it to us. do you think i flirt with you for fun? do you even realize when did i start flirting with you openly? its since you told us about your assistant from that committee youre in confessed to you. fuck this i can literally feel my heart hurting so bad. why? because i just saw your secret girlfriend posted about you on your 'one year anniversary'. such a soft launch like that would not go unnoticed by me, who literally has my eyes on you all the time. do you even realize that no other mutuals follow that girlfriend of yours other than me? you never told us. you gave her crochet flowers as a gift for her going to korea for studies, but you think we're blind? you never gave girls gifts. not even me, who's your friend for a whole goddamn 10 years and throughout these whole years i've been liking you. all these years I've  been crushing on other boys because i want to get my mind off you, but i cant. i failed every single relationship because they weren't you. fuck i dont know what else to say but my heart feels physically hurt right now i legit cant breathe properly

hello...? remember me? harz is back for a whileee :")
          
          first of all, im so sorry to every book and applyfic i applied to, for not engaging for a long time. the applyfics i applied to were all so great, and i havent checked yet, but i feel guilty that i couldnt become a proper applier and burden a lot of you.
          
          im in med school, i swear i didnt know i would be this busy to the point i got stressed just seeing this app so i delete it and forgot about it for a long time. just finished first year thankfully! and i got 2 months break before second year, but (for muslims) please pray for me to pass the most recent exam i sat for because im most unconfident with that exam and im so afraid if i would fail because it'll affect my scholarship and such.
          
          i also missed my friends hereee. rina , miihi, liriyn, anothee rina, nana, nell, kaori, julia, zin, lynn. these were the names i put in my carrd. i honestly couldnt remember who was who anymore, and im sure some of you changed your name or username, but the fact that you guys were in my carrd means you guys meant a lot to me during my time here, and i am so grateful to have you guys who made my life in here memorable <3 not just these names, all of you who are reading this too actually.
          
          this is not a goodbye message (hopefully). i just wanted to apologize to every author i owe to, and i wanted to say i missed my friends here :( during this 2 months break i might be here and there reading some books but maybe not applying to af, but hmu if you guys see this :( 
          
          thank you for reading this comeback letter ><

downloading wattpad again because im in a family reunion and yea you know what this means

·    ✿    ୨   NEW USERNAME ALERT   ୧    ✿   ·
          
          old username: AFTERL1KE
          new username: kltsch 

HIGH RISE, a girl group survival applyfic that is a battle of the concepts! Girl Crush vs Elegance vs Bright and Cute. The girls and the concepts will be pitted against each other until one perfectly multifaceted group will debut. Who shall rise high and who shall fall?
          Hi! I’m new and would love nothing more than to write this fic for you guys but I’m having some trouble attracting applicants. This fic is supposed to be a little less intensely interactive so it doesn’t take up a huge amount of your time. If you’re interested in survival applyfics, I would really appreciate it if you’d check it out!
          https://www.wattpad.com/1307215553-high-rise-gg-survival-applyfic-―%EF%B8%8E-high-rise

IM BACK AND im not sure if im good but i miss u </3