@yutaashii that's fine and valid !! i feel the same tbh, i just try to mask it. try your best to defeat the numbness and don't let it mess with your head. you're an amazing person, this doesn't change anything about how nice you are, sometimes feelings are just hard to comprehend. you don't have to sympathize with anyone you don't want to and remember, the way you feel is more important than anyone else
you can talk to me about it if u want, yk ? i'm always here for u, ily ash :>