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insanitysprey

That moment when you realize most of your friends aren't people you know irl. 
          
          And that your pretty much lonely and alone everywhere you go because you only really have one person to talk to...

aangellbbaskett

@insanitysprey i forgot emojis dont work. so your present can be me!
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aangellbbaskett

@insanitysprey hi im here i luv you sososososo much and i care about you! here i brought you presents 
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insanitysprey

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Senior year is so stressful. 
          
          This is just a rant
          
          Problem 1: I know this is silly but I'm basically alone in all of my classes, I only see 2 of my friends in school, I can't hug them when having panic attacks or stop and talk to them in the hall.
          
          Problem 2: My last Homecoming was ruined. I know this is also silly but I was looking forward to it. 
          
          Problem 3: I'm behind on all my college paperwork because we were supposed to do that in our junior year. 
          
          Problem 4: I don't even know what I want to go to fucking college for. I want to help people but in what aspect? None of my counselors are ever in for me to sit down and talk to them. God forbid I can even talk to the one as my mom will throw a fut over it. I'm so lost. 

insanitysprey

I ended up remaking my BNHA and I am so in love with her. 
          
          I worked so hard doing research for her quirk and abilities and disadvantages. 
          
          She's not perfect and will more than likely get edited as I use her but its so great to have gotten her off of my plate. 
          
          I was procrastinating as a small part of me will always love my original oc but I know she wasn't making me happy.
          
          She was overpowered. Its a shame though because I really love her. But I might end up using her again one day for something else. 

insanitysprey

Sooo I think I'm gonna remake my BNHA of because I feel she might be a little to powerful and I just don't like her abilities all that much. 
          
          I mean don't get me wrong I love her and her brother with every fiber of my being but I just believe for the idea I had for her originally doesn't fit anymore. 
          
          I know that she is being used for someone's story and everything but I just don't feel a connection with her anymore. 
          
          DM me and if it caused to much of a change to your story then you can keep her the way she is, I don't mind. I don't wish for you to have to go back and edit my character just because I decided I didn't like her anymore. 
          
          This also doesn't mean I am no longer liking the fandom I just have been researching other abilities and found that they would be better that what she has. 

insanitysprey

What I mean by don't mind not editing her is by who she is in your story. I don't wish for any writer to have to edit the character I made and let you use because I no longer liked her. Thats why I put the DM me there for if there is a problem. 
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