introvertedballerina

Shit yall, excuse my language, but I'm so over this! My parents contradict themselves and tell me different things and are hypocritical and mean and im really over it right now! I walked down to say goodnight to my father about 4 minutes ago, and my mom comes out and my parents are both just like "Why are you still up!?!" And im like "i  have work!" Which i actually didn't even finish (surprise!!) And my dad was like "wet hair doesn't say studying it says shower!" And im like wtf! Yeah i also have to shower thats a necessary life thing that you should do every day! And im so pissed and im freaking gross crying! Icing on the cake-- when i told my mom last year that i was the only one i knew who hadn't  pulled an all nighter she said "well maybe you should have!" And that just makes me more pissed like 1)no one should have to pull an all nighter that's terrible and 2) what do you want from me?!?! 
          
          Anyways sorry for this rant! 

Hey guys i know its been awhile! Would anyone actually be interested in a story that acts as a blog?!?!? It would just hold my thoughts and feelings and rants and such. Very personal stuff. And also would anyone hardcore judge me or feel offended if i started writing erotica? Im pretty sure im not going to but the thought has crossed my mind. My big story that i announced wanting to start last year unfortunately is still in a development stage. And im working on some poetry for my schools anthology-- would anyone want to read that?! Anyways sorry for this jumbly mess of an update! Thanks for your time!

How does one even sleep?! 

When the infinity wars feels hits you in the middle of the night! 

I know yall don't actually read this, but guess who had to tell their parents and now will be having to see a counselor/therapist once a week now, ☠️‍♀️, me ! 

Dear nonexistent wattpad followers,
           
            I have a secret to tell you, its not really a secret, but its secret from my family so that makes it mostly secret. I am chemically depressed and have been for almost a year and a half now. I am not writing this for people to say "If your parents dont know, then you haven't been to a doctor and you're a fake!" or "Omg! I'm so sorry for you, hmu if you ever need to talk!"  I'm writing it mostly to explain my odd on off behavior on wattpad and my mostly cringy beginnings of stories. I have some upcoming project goals, however with the ups and downs of this I am not sure how soon they will be completed! 
          Upcoming project goals: 
          ~ creating a website/blog focused around mental health issues
          ~ completing my first story and publishing it on wattpad in its complete form
          I am hoping to accomplish the former as of this summer and the ladder within a year. The drafting for the story has already begun and it will have some mental health and possibly physical health twists in it too! When I have my website up and running I will be sure to let y'all know the url. Thank you for your time in reading this long, random, somewhat irrelevant update. Don't be afraid to shoot me a message if you ever want to talk about anything from my issues, to world issues, to your issues or your friends', or happy things! You know where to find me!! 
          ~I.B. 

Help! Help! Im burried in homework and i cant get up! 
          
          Also @ my tn folks. See ya soon! 

First day of school in a new state! I didn't die so....     success? 

Hello nonexistent people!  I dont know if anyone will actually read this,  but y'all should go check out @LilacPotterhead shes amazing and just published a book on amazon called "The Preparation"  if i remember correctly!  Everyone who reads this-- Yes you! --Should go get it and read it!  

I am moving so i will be posting less and less.