(Hey, I'm writing this after a few days after posting the 'IMPORTANT!! PLEASE READ!' and I feel silly, I know I shouldn't post something like this with a lot of emotions as you can maybe tell when I first wrote this. But I wasn't lying and I feel slightly embarrassed but like many other people posting something with a lot of emotions and deleting it as quickly as possible and pretend it didn't exist, I won't do that here. I want to look back on this and remind myself that when I feel something as strong as this, I should sleep it off or stop and turn off my computer and think about it. I just wanted to clarify why I did what I did and am only half sorry, I hope you guys can take this breakdown of mine and learn something, nice, mean, or in between about me or yourself)