Hello folks! 'Hope it's not too late to greet you happy holidays!
It's been so long simula no'ng huli akong nagsulat para sa Wattpad.. parang 'yong huling update ko sa MIL 4 (that's my on-going story) ay May 11, 2016 pa yata? Siguro marami sa inyo ang nakalimutan na ako, kasi 'di rin ako nakakapag-reply sa mga messages at conversations.
I've been studying for the last 4 semesters (not so hard, but still, it's studying haha), tapos ay lumipat pa ako sa public school (trabaho po), kaya napasabak talaga ako sa magulong buhay. Haha. To make it short, nakalimutan ko na ang pagsusulat. Pero sa dami ng nangyari ngayong 2017 (work-related mostly), naisip ko tuloy na napakaraming bagay ang nakalimutan ko. It feels like I also forget to breathe a few times. Laging nakikipaghabulan, laging nagmamadali, minsan naman ay nakatigil na parang tuod.
Tapos ayun, na-realize ko na the bad vibes (hindi po ako depressed) has to stop or maaga akong mamamaalam sa mundo. Why not go back to my motto na "Happiness, not happy endings?" Why not spend my hard-earned money? Why not go to places, get a little wild while young, and go back to where it all started? Ayokong sabihin sa sarili ko na I don't deserve it, because I do. Ayokong sabihin sa sarili ko na dapat problemahin at isipin ko lahat, dahil hindi dapat. At ayokong solohin, dahil nandiyan si God na kakampi ko.
I do not know why I am sharing you these things. Believe me, if you are looking for excitement, you'll find it in my job. Haha. Hindi lang excitement kundi emotional hazard, ups and downs, etc. Napakaraming kwento araw-araw (balak kong i-share sa inyo ang mga juicy bits, maybe in the future). Hindi ka mauubusan ng kwento. What's better is that, marami akong leksyon na natutunan. I am a teacher, yes, but I learned better from experience. Life is a gift from God meant to be relished. Do what makes you happy.
P.S. Chapter 9 of MIL 4 is already up! Let me know guys what you think of it!
XOXO, Jeneth