i have cross country run (?) tomorrow,hope i get number 1 after all this pandemic shits we've been through,if i get the medal i'd flex it LIKE OFC I WOULD it's my hardwork,the only thing i can flex bcs of my hardwork,i cant promise on my exam marks bcs im sitting for it next month,im so nervous for tmrw i cant think of anything else that i had a nightmare i didnt join the run in my dream today morning that was the worse nightmare out of all this year,god pls dont scare me,the feelings in my stomach out of my nervous system is really making me feel like im going to pass out bcs of it,plus i have fish eye on my soles so it hurts im scared i will hurt myself,i wanted to go to the clinic so bad bcs i cant touch the floor properly :( once i hit something on the fish eye,that is the time i regret being alive