Hey, I know Im always and recently on and off on wattpad, but I just needed that to calm myself down, settle my issues, etc. If you are wondering if that long break that I took put me into the mood of writing, then no. Sadly. I am stuck between two sides in my brain, I cant solve this 'issue' that I have currently, and another issue had just came up recently. Just another thing to add to that piled up stress. Wonderful. *Note the sarcasm*
Anywho, Im taking ANOTHER break off of writing mostly, not wattpad, just writing. Bc if Im currently in a unstable state to even write a word, how do I write a whole chapter!? I know I know, I havent updated lot, or at all, I have these wonderful ideas in my brain ready to tell the world but just dont have the time to write them. I really wish my issues would just float away back to their evil land and I would be the old me again. But no.*Sighs* Life just had to give me a ton of lemons and I just gotta sort them out.
Please bear with me. I dont even know when Im gonna make the next update. I try to fix myself, but I just always end up sinking deeper and deeper. Im sorry for bringing you guys down. Although I dont even think anyone's going to read this, but *shrugs* oh well.
Once again, to cure and fix myself, it may take months or years. Im not so sure myself. With school stuff, family issues, my thought issues, self issues, society issues, etc, its hard to balance everyhting, rememeber everything, and fix them all. There is A LOT going on in my life right now, and there's A LOT of pressure and stress on me.
In the end, Im just gonna take a super, duper, long break from WRITING. NOTE: ITS WRITING. NOT WATTPAD. WRITING. So I wont be writing for who knows how long. I suppose by then, people my forget about me, etc. Or one day, I may be in the mood again and began tapping straight away on my phone. But who knows?
I'll see you later I guess, in the future.
-Lumina23205