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I’m exhausted.

I cannot afford to lose this.

:): wala :): na :):

undeniably happy

Can I just take a break from everything? From fangirling? From my emotions? From life? I told you that I want to change. I want to try something new and explore this world. But why does it feels like everyone around me's stopping me from doing it? Why does it feels like everyone's not on my side? Why does it feels like the world's turning its back to me? What should I feel? My emotions are all mixed up but I'm sure that I'm starting to not care about all the things that have been happening to me. Is everything a mess or I'm just thinking that it is? I'm doubting myself. I don't even know if I should trust myself. Gahd why am I like this? Why do I feel like I'm caged? I don't know anymore. I'm so tired. I want to rest. Forever.

i love kariman so much i just cant

idk tho i dont feel anyone right now i dont trust anyone right now

too many issues but i dont wanna be extra so ill keep my mouth shut

Lowkey wanna write a story but I kno that I'll be too lazy to end it h m m

Will always be ready to pull an all nighter for Supremo ahi :>