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reminder #7
          
          I know you've been having a hard time keeping up with things which has been quite overwhelming for you, but before I went to sleep I want you to read this whenever you're feeling down.
          pretty pari, tum siraf dil ki tamanna hi nahi, ek khawaish ho, aise khawaish jo janmo tak logo ko nahi milti. you're worth so much more than you get, or give yourself credit for, you're one of the greatest people out there and anyone who thinks otherwise can genuinely go and f word themselves because they don't deserve a pretty soul like yours. meri jaan, doosro ko khush rakhne se pehle make sure that you have the biggest smile on your face. warna phir ek ladke (?) ko dekha toh aisa laga wala background music while looking at your smile kaise bajega, aise toh serial flop hojana hai na! you're doing your best regardless everyday and I am so proud of the person you've become. you are so beautifulllll to MEEEEE can't you seeee remember this audio track we used to hear on vc before? made me giggle just remembering it. bloom happily my pretty sunflower I'll be right here being your sunshine looking over at you just to be proud of how far you've made it, and every single day no matter what, I'd still be proud of you. puts a pretty tiara on prettiest fairy, wave your magic wand and show them that you're capable of so much more pretty fairy. I adore you so much <3

reminder #6 
          
          for the 6 months we've gone through turmoil a mixture of kisses and fights, a mixture of anger and love. we've felt so many emotions that it's surreal with what it has turned us into now. things have changed so much but what hasn't changed is our love for each other. I wanted to write this reminder as a reminder that I won't stop loving you, I won't stop being your jaan, and I'll always be your ara. And as your amira your heart will always be rightfully mine to claim because ): it's my throne, my centre of the universe. a reminder to tell you that you're a beautiful person and an even beautiful lover, you've shown me aspects of a realationship nobody could ever, you've made me feel so special that I don't think anything would ever be able to compare. nobody can reflect the beauty that you behold my pretty achelois. the room is yours to command and so is my heart which is full of nothing but adoration for you. never undermine yourself because you're, the only person who I'd fight eveeything for without regrets. you're the person I'd lose the world for, and you're the person with whom I'd always try my hardest because you're worth the universe meri jaan, kisses you and your beautiful heart. the purest of rivers can't compare to the purity you hold, you're my hoor because even when I die I know it's just you that I want and nothing else ever. 

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i'll always love you.

19:01 i adore you <3

✧༝ reminder number #5
          
          torn by the aching privation that will persist for some time, doesn't mean that the love dies or everything is gone. i want this to be a reminder to show that no matter where we stand no matter what's gone, the moments and the connection we share will never be gone. there's a hollowness that makes you want to reach out all over again and clenches and makes you feel the pain physically in your heart. i want you to know that if you're feeling that too, it's okay to let it out and let yourself feel okay? this is something.. very difficult for the both of us ): but i hope it gets easier with time. don't suppress what you feel it's easier to let out and tell me about it you know? it would make it easier for the both of us to know what the other is feeling and be able to handle it knowing you're not alone ): my reminder to you is to be able to let it out rather than pushing it away, it never helps to be that way. i want to remind you to take care of your health and what's gone is not lost. our capability to understand and love each other will never be lost  it's difficult to accept but with time i suppose it'll get easier maybe,. i love you so much regardless of what it's like now, and i still plan on loving you more and more everyday without faltering, you were not just a lover you were what was connected to the soul and i do believe we still can be connected without being each others.. okay this hurts uhm but i want you to know, that i'm never leaving, you are still my home for all seasons.

✧༝ reminder number #4  for my hardworking jaan,
          
          it's been such a tough day and tough time for my noori, but i want to make sure to remind you that no matter how tough it is and how draining it is, i will always be proud of you. it's okay to have a not so nice attempt because i see it jaan, i see the effort the hardwork you put in, and each and everyday i am proud to call you mind. this is to remind you to not be so hard on yourself, to not let other stresses interfere in the beautiful and hardworking person you are today. i believe in you noori and even if today it didnt work out, i know very soon it'll work out and just like today, i'll be proud of you. i'll wait for the day you're happy and satisfied with the work and effort you put in, and i have a feeling that day is going to come very soon.
          
          ღ i love you and am proud of the person you are today. ღ

꒷꒦ reminder number # 3 for my pretty dua,
          
          today i took the sunshine and water and let myself take another big step of acceptance and moving on, last night you told me you wanted a happy day, a day where we don't argue a day where we're happy and content with each other, and i want to remind you that every little talk we had today made me feel like we have a big mutual understanding we understand each other, even if it takes time sometimes for the both of us, both us will consider each other's feelings and understand because when two people love each other they would go lengths for them even if it's difficult we accept. and i know we'll always accept because our feelings matter the most to each other, we'll have happy days my love just a little mountain rn but it's okay holding each other we'll jump over it and reach our happy destination.
          
          ⊱✿ i love you to the universe and back, my jaan.