killianmalik

i miss emma swan and killian jones 

just strted reading ur stuff and i already know i am gonna luv it....excuse my short handed typing...but u r one of the most organized and talented fanfic writers among the many i read from keep up the amazing work i'll be here from now on to enjoy ur books <3

hey, 
          
          i just wanted to come on here to say out of respect for lp i have deleted a few stories. he played a major part in some of them and i feel as though it’s best he’s kept out of the stories i have written, 
          
          however for my current story, captivated, it’ll still be up but i will be changing lp character to someone else. i feel very weirded writing anything right now due to how fresh his passing is so it’ll be unpublished until im ready to post the story again. 
          
          and to the two stories i deleted, motion and heart and soul im sorry if you liked them. heart and soul would just make me sad considering lp was hs brother in the story and motion i feel depicts way too much honestly with the maya x lp situation. 
          
          therefore they’re completely deleted. i really hope you’re all doing well 
          
          please don’t hesitate to vent! it’s okay to have complicating feelings. i have them as well. just know im always here to talk 
          
          x j

two things can be true at one, 
          
          as you all know today, tragically liam payne lost his life. he had been struggling with abuse for quite awhile which is sad in itself, 
          
          liam was a huge part of a lot of issues childhood and teenage years. i am saddened that part of my life has lost someone that has brought a smile to my face once upon a time. 
          
          i feel bad for the people in his life that loved him and only wanted him to get help. he didn’t deserve to die the way he did, no one does, but let’s not take away from the things he had done to others, including maya henry, who was brave enough to share her story to the world+

I just wanted to say thank you for all the updates from the last couple of days!! I love them sm xx

          
          a little snippet of the next chapter on bloom! 
          
          
          
          
          “that was the first time we ended things, i think! i wrote that when i thought, ‘fuck, who am i without her in my life? could i be alone? could i handle being single? starting over? i think in that moment we were still kinda talking to each other. i moved back into my old apartment and i felt like i didn’t know how to be on my own, you know? i would drunk dial her and spill my guts about how i didn’t think i could survive without holding her. it was the very first song i wrote for the album.”

the material zayn is giving me! 
          
          by this time next month you’re all gonna see something new. ill even be rewriting some of the material i have
          
          <3

i need a real plus size model beside barbie ferreira! i love barbie and believe she’s a plus size model we can agree is actually plus size!!! —though older photos of her she was just thick—but i wanna write another zarry plus sized story. 
          
          i need someone who’s truly ps and not someone who’s considered ps to the media—such as ashley graham—if you have someone in mind, please let me know <3

anyone that speaks urdu could help me with a few stories??? i want zayn to occasionally speak urdu in some of my stories and i don’t wanna butcher the language 
          
          xx 

so idea: 
          
          a story with actual chapters, starting off with mom/hs self titled album and the process of it 
          
          1d never existed so, (or maybe z was just never in 1d) z and h don’t know each other, rumors of them dating, starts off with z showing up at harry’s listening party 
          
          rumors start spreading more, they’re seen together more, and so on 
          
          like the vision is there but i don’t wanna spoil too much of where im going with this, you know? 
          
          anyway, what do ya think? should i write it?