killianmalik

My cat passed away this morning. I feel like my heart has been ripped out of my chest. Why me? Why now?!?! 

Heaven Baby is so fucking good!!!! 

ough the covers eats down im in loooovvvveeeee

Female!Harry idea just popped up…
          And a different Zarry story idea but this would have to wait until Zayn’s album… (Konnokol x Kissco anyone???) 
          
          But 3 new stories…YAYYY (She states knowing she had others she needs to complete) 

I’m so glad you all are being patient with me. Thank you all for understanding. 
          
          I will try to get back to writing sometime soon but I’m currently living in a toxic situation. I’m in major debt so I’m not sure if I’ll get an apartment any time soon to get away from the emotional abuse I have endured my entire life. 
          
          Please know I really wanna get back to writing but I need to figure some shit out. 
          
          ~ J x 

Small sneak peek of Eyes Closed: 
          
          Chapter 1
          
          Mornings used to feel calm–peaceful. Zayn loved hearing the birds chirp a little louder, the sun shining a little brighter, his heart feeling a little fuller. Zayn couldn’t believe he’d be here today, staring at the woman he loved more than anything in the world as she tells him of her infidelity. 
          
          The screaming and the crying has died down and was only met with silence. He sits on the bed–forced to take in the reality of his life now. Force to think about a life without her in it. 
          
          “I have one more question,” He whispered into thin air. She would have missed it if it weren’t for the silence and heartbreak they’re both feeling. “Why?” He finally turns to look at her. “Why after six amazing years did you break us?” 
          
          She shakes her head–trying to hold in the tears once more. “I don’t know.” 
          
          
          Zayn hums. It may not be the answer he was hoping for but it was the truth. He always knew when she’d been telling him the truth. He takes another breath as he rises from his bed. He turns to his girlfriend–the woman he still loved and truly looked at her. She seemed just as broken as he was. It hurt that this would be the end of them. 
          
          Zayn loved Izzy more than he loved anyone in his life–But he couldn’t be with a woman that betrayed that love in ways it will never repair. 
          
          “I think you should go.” He wipes the tears from his eyes. She shakes her head and tried to grab his hand but he yanks it from her hands. 
          
          
          “No, Zayn,” She tries but he shakes his head. “Do not touch me.” He growls. 
          
          
          “Please baby, please? We can work this out. Work on us. Don’t end the last six years over one stupid mistake.” She begs–pleads to get him to forgive her somehow. But they both know the damage is already done. 
          
          He walks over to the closet and grabs her suitcase and bags. He throws it on the bed–ignoring her in the process. 
          
          
          (Still work in progress but this is the beginning of the story) 

Working on Eyes closed…Anyone want a sneak peek?

I promise you all I’m still alive 

SOOOO interested in the answer

Hi Everyone, 
          
          I’m hoping tomorrow I can write at least three chapters to three stories. Let me know which ones you want updated the most and I’ll get to working on them! I already started a chapter on Captivated so that’ll possibly be 1/3.
          
          Love you all so much <3