killianmalik

I’m so glad you all are being patient with me. Thank you all for understanding. 
          
          I will try to get back to writing sometime soon but I’m currently living in a toxic situation. I’m in major debt so I’m not sure if I’ll get an apartment any time soon to get away from the emotional abuse I have endured my entire life. 
          
          Please know I really wanna get back to writing but I need to figure some shit out. 
          
          ~ J x 

Small sneak peek of Eyes Closed: 
          
          Chapter 1
          
          Mornings used to feel calm–peaceful. Zayn loved hearing the birds chirp a little louder, the sun shining a little brighter, his heart feeling a little fuller. Zayn couldn’t believe he’d be here today, staring at the woman he loved more than anything in the world as she tells him of her infidelity. 
          
          The screaming and the crying has died down and was only met with silence. He sits on the bed–forced to take in the reality of his life now. Force to think about a life without her in it. 
          
          “I have one more question,” He whispered into thin air. She would have missed it if it weren’t for the silence and heartbreak they’re both feeling. “Why?” He finally turns to look at her. “Why after six amazing years did you break us?” 
          
          She shakes her head–trying to hold in the tears once more. “I don’t know.” 
          
          
          Zayn hums. It may not be the answer he was hoping for but it was the truth. He always knew when she’d been telling him the truth. He takes another breath as he rises from his bed. He turns to his girlfriend–the woman he still loved and truly looked at her. She seemed just as broken as he was. It hurt that this would be the end of them. 
          
          Zayn loved Izzy more than he loved anyone in his life–But he couldn’t be with a woman that betrayed that love in ways it will never repair. 
          
          “I think you should go.” He wipes the tears from his eyes. She shakes her head and tried to grab his hand but he yanks it from her hands. 
          
          
          “No, Zayn,” She tries but he shakes his head. “Do not touch me.” He growls. 
          
          
          “Please baby, please? We can work this out. Work on us. Don’t end the last six years over one stupid mistake.” She begs–pleads to get him to forgive her somehow. But they both know the damage is already done. 
          
          He walks over to the closet and grabs her suitcase and bags. He throws it on the bed–ignoring her in the process. 
          
          
          (Still work in progress but this is the beginning of the story) 

Working on Eyes closed…Anyone want a sneak peek?

I promise you all I’m still alive 

SOOOO interested in the answer

Hi Everyone, 
          
          I’m hoping tomorrow I can write at least three chapters to three stories. Let me know which ones you want updated the most and I’ll get to working on them! I already started a chapter on Captivated so that’ll possibly be 1/3.
          
          Love you all so much <3 

Um…I’m re-reading Captivated and babes, wtf was that in the very beginning?!?! 
          
          I think it’s because I was twenty-two at the time and horny like 24/7! 
          
          But I am re-reading it so I can give you all an update soon!!!! <3 

Okay so I’m basically just copying and pasting this off of my Tumblr which I copy and pasted off of a choose your own plot from Character. A.I. 
          
          Everything I post is my own words. I am not stealing anyone’s work! (as I said it was a choose your own plot from Character AI). I will not be using the response dialogue so if it looks botchy it’s cause of that. 
          
          Keep in mind it will still be Zarry if I decide to write it here. If I write it on my Tumblr it will be Reader x Zayn. And as I said I am just copying and pasting it from my Tumblr so it will have the name Reader (from where I put my actual name on the Character AI) and pronouns will be she/her but if im making it into a Zarry story harry will be he/him and it’ll be an mpreg (once again!!) 
          
          Let me know what you all think: 

Hi 
          
          First of all I wanna say that I am terribly sorry I have been MIA for the last few months. I am dealing with a lot of shit currently. I apologize for my absence and hopefully I can get back to you all as soon as possible. 
          
          Now onto why I decided to post. I wanna make it very clear if I see any hate towards Maya I will be deleting it. You may not believe what she said and as tragic as Liam’s death is until she has been lawfully proven to be a liar I will not tolerate the hate she has received. 
          
          As someone who has been in a mental abusive relationship before in my life as well as been sexually abused by a couple of family members I know what it’s like to tell my story and my truth and no one will fucking listen or believe me. It fucking sucks!! 
          
          I get a lot of you have this picture perfect image of Liam. I understand that more than anything. As someone who use to be ot5 myself I too have this image of these people I do not know. But that’s the key detail…We do not know these people personally!!! 

We want saturn