klyowoirr

Freedom.
          	Will I ever be able to feel this emotion and understand this word? Freedom? The days go by and I am still locked in myself obeying everything everyone tells me to do. Freedom? When will this end, I need to be in my own self again. Freedom? I feel like a slave, should I accept that I have to be a robot again and again. Freedom? 
          	No Freedom. Freedom is a word that I won't be able to feel and understand.

klyowoirr

Freedom.
          Will I ever be able to feel this emotion and understand this word? Freedom? The days go by and I am still locked in myself obeying everything everyone tells me to do. Freedom? When will this end, I need to be in my own self again. Freedom? I feel like a slave, should I accept that I have to be a robot again and again. Freedom? 
          No Freedom. Freedom is a word that I won't be able to feel and understand.

klyowoirr

Things are hard.
          I'm trying my best to do everything.
          Sometimes I think about life and how would it be if I was just a little bit different. 
          Good enough? Maybe.
          Just someone else. 
          It's got to the point that I really don't wanna be myself sometimes. I don't wanna be the person I am.
          It sucks to know that others are better than you with almost everything. Looks, talents, personality..love.
          I'm always compared to someone. That I should be more like them. That I don't do anything properly. 
          I'm trying. I am. I promise I am

cruelspirit

@klyowoirr ;< i know you are trying and i appreciate the fact that u do my foxy ♡
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