
kxvann8
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Hello Firstly, I just wanna wish everyone a Happy New Year. This year was a conflicting one for me, because it had a lot of high moments but also some pretty low moments, so Iām hoping 2025 will be mostly positive. Secondly, I want to apologize for not being able to uphold my promise. I wish I had an excuse like I was sick or depressed, but really Iāve been terrified to write anything. I donāt know why this has been happening to me. It never used to for years. Now, Iām lucky if I can get 100 words written in the span of an entire week! I donāt know if itās writers block or if thereās some mental problem Iām not aware of, but Iām gonna try to do better next year. Iām not gonna make any promises for specific dates, since I havenāt been good with making good on those recently. I just wanted you all to know I havenāt given up. Againā¦ HAPPY NEW YEAR!

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kxvann8
Hello Firstly, I just wanna wish everyone a Happy New Year. This year was a conflicting one for me, because it had a lot of high moments but also some pretty low moments, so Iām hoping 2025 will be mostly positive. Secondly, I want to apologize for not being able to uphold my promise. I wish I had an excuse like I was sick or depressed, but really Iāve been terrified to write anything. I donāt know why this has been happening to me. It never used to for years. Now, Iām lucky if I can get 100 words written in the span of an entire week! I donāt know if itās writers block or if thereās some mental problem Iām not aware of, but Iām gonna try to do better next year. Iām not gonna make any promises for specific dates, since I havenāt been good with making good on those recently. I just wanted you all to know I havenāt given up. Againā¦ HAPPY NEW YEAR!

kxvann8
I know that itās been a while since I uploaded a new chapter for anything. Life has been throwing me curveball after curveball after curveballā¦ AFTER CURVEBALLā¦ but I think Iāve almost reached freedom, so hopefully Iāll be able to upload something either this month or next month.

kxvann8
Alright, that stage has finally left me. But just because Iām no longer in a depressing mood, it doesnāt mean Iām fully back to 100%. I lost the spark I was riding before the depression hit so I need to wait until that returns. I wonāt make any promises of still releasing the chapters at the date I set. They may get delayed a little. Iāll update you as soon as I know for certain. Also, Iām very sorry.

kxvann8
Iāve entered another state of depression. I donāt know how long this one will last but itās hitting me hard where it hurts. I hope it will pass soonā¦

kxvann8
I should have said this sooner but I was too concerned with finishing up the current chapter that Iām writing. If I donāt say something now then I might not for a while longer. I did not intend to break my promise. For that I am sorry. If this makes up for even a little, Iāve been been continuing to work on this current chapter for whatever time I can. The other day I wrote over a thousand words but I canāt seem to find the right place to end the chapter. I want this chapter to be one of the longest (maybe THE longest) chapters Iāve written because I think itās unfair how long Iāve made each of you wait for a new release. Iām really hoping to publish the newest chapter soon.

kxvann8
After I posted the recent chapter of my Secret Class fanfic, I planned on posting the next one a week after but obviously things didnāt go that route. Iāve been busy looking for a new job. Also, I really want to get this next chapter right because this is going to be really really important for the rest of the story. I may post it towards the very end of this month or the beginning of next month. Fingers crossed

kxvann8
Okā¦ first off I just wanna say Iām really sorry for saying in my last post that the wait was almost over before I completely dropped off the face of the earth. I donāt want to make excuses. The truth is I was really stressed and my anxiety was so high that I had to just drop everything. I didnāt mean to leave you all hanging for so long. There were so many times I wanted to get back to things, but I was scared that I would just mess things up. Now, after weeks of nothing but time to think, I am finally getting back to things. I actually started writing last week but a bunch of annoying stuff happened and delayed my progress. But thatās all over now and Iām completely free again. Once again, Iām really sorry for leaving you all hanging like that. I hope to be more responsible in the future.

kxvann8
Ok so I was originally gonna end the first volume at 25 chapters but, due to my wanting to take a break sooner and the app getting on my nerves recently, Iām shortening it to 20 chapters. Thatāll probably make it easier for me to write longer chapters and not get too stressed with the amount. I promise the wait is almost over.