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hi everyone! after a lot of thought, I have decided to close this account for the time being! i will be gone for a while, I feel like wattpad and social media has essentially just killed my mental health. i do love writing, but I feel like I pressure myself and beat myself over just a chapter being late and my mindset has been really negative lately.
i just thought my fic ideas were good until I just have a writer's block or I just have a mental breakdown and fail to write and do my duty.
until my mindset changes and I apply to high school, I think it'll be the best for me to close this account - and my social media as well. i;ll be leaving wattpad, discord, Instagram, and twitter for the time being!
to be honest,I don't really know when I'll be back - or even if I will be back. the least I will stay off will probably be more than 6 months, and I promise I will work towards being a better fic writer and a person in general!
to everyone who has been keeping up with my shit, and loving me through my journey here, I really appreciate and I can't explain how much I love you.
special thanks to gemi for dealing with me bullying her and just endlessly giving me help when I just cry and get mad at myself. i truly love you and thank you for being amazing.
i don't think ill have the guts to tell my discord friends that I'll be leaving, so if any of you all (dani, danna, gemi, etc) would tell the server I'll be leaving - that'd mean a lot.
thank you for staying with me on this path and I hope we see each other again soon! i love you all and thank you so much for supporting me even when I suck.
infinite love and kudos to you, thank you so much for being with me. <3333