liliidori

i just really want to die at the moment, thank you to those who sent me kind messages but i dont know what to do anymore. Im so sorry for being such a dissapointment 

Reisuya

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@liliidori aw man you guys took all the good supporting words 
          	  FucK. Umm hh I don't know what to say. BUT UR FAR FROM A DISAPPOINTMENT  :^(((
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zombutts_wannabe

@liliidori hey,you are not a dissapointment. Look hiw far youve made it in life with all this hell going on. You're a hero not a dissapointment
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liliidori

i just really want to die at the moment, thank you to those who sent me kind messages but i dont know what to do anymore. Im so sorry for being such a dissapointment 

Reisuya

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@liliidori aw man you guys took all the good supporting words 
            FucK. Umm hh I don't know what to say. BUT UR FAR FROM A DISAPPOINTMENT  :^(((
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zombutts_wannabe

@liliidori hey,you are not a dissapointment. Look hiw far youve made it in life with all this hell going on. You're a hero not a dissapointment
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liliidori

! Look just read it if you care, if you dont care feel free to just ignore it ¡
          
          
          Hello friends/people who bother to even read message boards, 
          I've been on Wattpad now for around 2-3 years; transitioned through several different accounts and phases to reach this current point in time. I've made many a friend and encountered lots of wonderful people with such colourful personalities and an amazing variety of skills, on the other hand I have also had to deal with some of the worst and downright disgusting bullies. But I'd prefer to say I've had more of the latter. 
          As most of you may know I had several art books published on this site, and you may also know that I have always enjoyed drawing and creating characters. However I think I've reached the final point in my "artistic" phase (?), I once enjoyed drawing and art in general but now it just seems pointless. Its basically driving me to the point of depression and my anxiety is suffocating me to the point where I never leave the house, I can't stop feeling like I'm worthless and that I'm not good enough. I have no one to talk to and this year has been especially rough with all the personal isues coexisting as well. I haven't slept in weeks since these feelings are driving me insane.
          I'm not sure whether to delete my account or not, I just genuinely don't know what to do anymore. I'm sick of everything at the moment, I'm so sorry if this is a waste of your time I just feel so empty. It may look like I'm fishing for attention but I just don't care anymore, I really need help. 

yoineedhelp

yo.. i have a friend who was in this situation and she talked to me and shes at least a little better.. if you need anyone to talk to talk to your followers.. 99.9 percent of them will help you.. ik im probably not much of a help buuut still at least im putting this out here. i hope youve gotten better.
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MEGAmeow1

@liliidori I hope you get better soon and everything works out, even though we havent really talked if you need someone to talk to I'm here :)
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PALEL0VE

You need to do what makes you happy.
            I'm so sorry you feel this way.
            And  you aren't worthless you are amazing 
            Get better.
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no-longer-here-dude

Can I ask for an art trade?
          I reference to 'bl eh'
          Wattpad isn't letting me comment on your book for some reason...
          

liliidori

@Clockwork-Doll Feel free to pm me it if youd like! :) 
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