lilskysky
just got cheated on
i’m actually so heartbroken. he wasn’t sorry. he had no remorse. i hate him. she’s the complete opposite of me.
idk who i am anymore
lilskysky
lilskysky
Haven’t talked on here in a bit. Relapsed today. How fun
lilskysky
Relapsed again lol.
lilskysky
SPEACHLESS OMGGGGGGG
HTE WAS LIKE WOW!
My favorites in order:
1: GOLDWING
2: Happier Than Ever
3: Billies Bossa Nova
4: Not My Responsibility
lilskysky
In my opinion, I have nothing to live for… accept I am seeing Billie next year AHHHH! I’m excited about that cuz it’s my first Billie concert!!! So there’s that but I’m in such a dark place that idk if I can make it till then
lilskysky
TW!!!!
I can’t do this. I don’t wanna live anymore. I realized that today I am very the same outfit I was wearing the day my aunt sexually assaulted me and it didn’t go well. I started cutting all over again. I was 3 months clean too but oh well. I can’t do this anymore…
iaubsdotcom
@lilskysky I am so sorry that you are going through what you are going through. I know this won’t help with the awful memories of that terrible experience you had to go through but I’d say burn the clothes or get rid of them (if you can, if you can’t it is totally fine just do whatever is comfortable/convenient). I also have some tips to stop self harm or at least calm the urge of it but just remember it’s not about the number of days you are clean more of the fact that you are taking such a big step to get clean (which is absolutely amazing and you should be happy that you are willing to do that). The first tip I’d like to suggest is trying to do/get something cold to kind of calm the urge. For example: taking a cold shower, getting a cold beverage, eating something cold, etc. tip number two would be trying to suppress that urge with another action like cutting paper or punching a pillow. Tip number three would be try writing how you feel in a notebook or on an app on your phone. Tip number four would be to focus on your breathing. Always I hoping for the best for you and as always if you need anyone I’m here. Sending all my love your way <3
lilskysky
I got sexually assaulted by my “aunt” yesterday. The thing is, she’s not even my real aunt. She’s my moms friend from college. It’s my 3rd time meeting her and I’m staying with her for 3 weeks because my mom said no to 10 days. Anyways I’m done crying and just wanted to vent. Also my mom told me to apologize to her for “lying”. Like why would I lie about being sexually assaulted mom?
lilskysky
@Aubrell3 thank you so much! You don’t know how much it means to have someone who actually cares
iaubsdotcom
I am so sorry you are going through that I hope you get out of that household soon and I hope nothing but the best for you. Also I’m here for you for anything even if it’s just to talk. Sending nothing but love your way <3
lilskysky
this message may be offensive
I just wanted to go ahead and spill some of my life rn. TW!! TW!! $elf H@rm
So... my mom yelled at me today. I am sensitive as FUCK so I started crying. My dumb ass self decided it would be a good idea to grab my scissors and start cutting up my arm. I did that and now instead of no self harm for 2 months straight... it’s now 8 minutes :/
iaubsdotcom
@lilskysky I'm sorry babe next time you feel bad try getting a hair tie and pull it against your wrist (if it's really bad try putting ted dye or fake blood on it to give yourself a visual of it) its a healthier way to avoid hurting yourself and if you need someone to talk to I'm here
-ILUVFVN
Thnx for adding my fic I hope you enjoy ☺️
lilskysky
It’s my birthday today bitches!! ✨✨
