theodora

I live ur books <3

Goodbye!

I can not even express how I feel right now. I feel sad. Confused. Anxious. And I realized the anxiety and dissapointment and stress I get when I check if I got any reads is too overwelming for me. I used to wake up to so much love from this app, but now it's nothing. It became another app I desperately check a 100 times a day, but I see nothing happening. No comments without me having to comment on other's stories first and then tell them to take a look at my story too if they want, no reads without me reading first. I have to admit, there have been a few people that alwaya make me smile, but I just got too frustrated about the fact that I used to get so much more reads and now not even half. I just chose do disconnect from something that became one more source of stress, for my mental health. I used to comunicate with my readers, bond with them, but now no one even replies my announcements anymore.
          
           I'm sorry if I seem like an ungrateful person, but my mental health is really fragile right now and I tend to find a pillar of support in small things like writing and when something goes wrong, I fall apart with it. 
          
          I apologise again and I wish you all the love in the world!

This is kind of my last announcement. I don't know if I'm ever going to return wattpad, but I am going to log out for now. 
          
          I've had the idea for this story for over a year now and I've spent months thinking abou the plot and changing my mind, until it came to this form.
          
          My books means the world to me and I was the happiest person in the world when people read it. I watched my reads grow and I got motivation to keep writing, which is one of the last things that makes me happy. 
          
          Since I posted my last three chapters, only a few people read them and I kind of lost my motivation. I don't understand what's wrong, what happened, why suddenly almost no one reads it anymore. It only became frustarating. 
          
          I know some actually like it, so if you want to finish reading it, message me and I'm going to send you the document with the next events and my drafts. 
          
          For the people who read it, you have 24 hours to message me if you chose to do what is written above. After the time expiered, I'm going to log out. 
          
          

Chapter 14 from "but I was alive" is posted! Go check it out if you haven't already!

Part 20 from "hurt love" is now posted:)))))

Chapter 13 from "but I was alive" is now posted! I know 13 is considered to bring bad luck, but I hope I'll be lucky and you'll enjoy it! 

I'm sorry for the delay, but I don't think I'll post the new chapter today (it's 6pm here), but if I don't finish it by tonight, it will be posted tomorrow for sure! And don't forget to check chapter 12 from "but I was alive", if you haven't already!)))))

I started writing chapter 13! I think it will be ready by tonight (it's 11 am here) :)))))

Hi! I wrote a new poem last night (it's 8 am here) and I decided to post it. What do you think?