RANT
warning: grammatical errors ahead.
i was just wondering if why you didnt chose me. it was like, im always there for you since the first day. but then you chose that human instead of me. i always wait for your dm's, i always wait for your slow replies, i even adjust the time of my sleep so i can talk to you because of our diff timezones. it kinda hurt you know. i tried to distance myself away from you, but i failed. wanna know why? because you are my happy pill. and yet, i was just a friend for you. its not like that im begging for your sympathy or what, in fact, i wish you both a happy life. but that doesnt mean that the pain will go away, its was here. always here.