• lucky •

hi! i just want to say i'm sorry. i've been planning to delete this account since days ago but now that i was about to it's kinda hard so i've only unpublished trap since that was the only on-going book that i had posted. i can't have it posted here and have more people read it and expect an ending from it when in fact i won't be writing anymore. i have just read the comments and replies from you guys (even the ones from a year ago) and that's what made it hard for me to completely delete this account because even if you guys are total strangers, there were still times when you helped me get through and made me feel great when things were very hard for me. stay healthy and safe you guys. again, i'm really sorry. thank you! and goodbye. 

Health is more important.. be it physically or mentally.. take care of yourself. 

[NOT AN UPDATE]
          
          Hi. I've been on hiatus for about two months now, and trust me i've been meaning to start writing again but it's kinda hard. I lost the will to write. I've lost the motivation, and truthfully speaking am not that into the ship jinbyul anymore. I still support them both individually, but more on byul and mamamoo tho. 
          
          On any of my social media accounts people might see me as a happy person but deep inside i've been fighting with something within myself, something that my family doesn't even know... and mamamoo helps me going. Whenever i'm having mental breakdowns, just one click to watch them then i get slightly better. 
          
          I don't want to indulge more on my sob self. Just wanna let you know that i might take longer to come back here. I see there are a few people rereading and a some new readers as well. I'm so grateful to you guys, really! love u ♡

Hey! 
          
          I'm really sorry for not updating trap and ocean waves. Classes started and i'm kind of having a hard time adjusting with, ya know, online classes, tsk. I hate it, i can't focus at all. My mind would go elsewhere and i feel much much much more lonelier than before. We're not even learning anymore. It's more of submissions than learning. I won't rant any longer, i just came by to say that i'm not sure when i'll be updating again. Before, i thought i could make this work but now i'm slowly losing the motivation for this too. There's so much things to do and i just don't know when i'll be focused enough to give you the well written chapters that you deserve. 
          
          I promise i'll come back.
          
          xoxo, 
          lucky ♥

I don't usually mind the rankings, even before when my stories would reach high (of course i felt a little proud back then) but now as i looked into it again, i did not just feel proud— it actually warmed my heart. Trap is doing so well with the rankings besides the fact that there are hundreds/thousands of other stories in some tags like mamamoo, moonbyul, kimseokjin and etc.— and on jinbyul tag too there are a lot of stories about jinbyul now, i'm so happyyy! Ocean waves and my one-shots is doing well either... I'm so grateful to you guys ♥ 
          
          Thank you so much for appreciating my stories! 
          
          p.s. i just reached 150 followers yeyyy!!! 
          ~\(≧▽≦)/~

love your pfp <3 and your stories too
          but for some reason your pfp just caught my eye,,

i edited my first note on the story TRAP, but i felt the need to post what i added, here. 
          
          "if you are uncomfortable with a boy-girl love, or more specifically with the shipping of jin and moonbyul, you probably should just skip. i've read somewhere that there are people who felt disgusted with the ship? and they find all the stories about the ship here on wattpad, horrendous. why though? this is pretty harmless, it's not like we are pushing for them to happen in real life. we're not that delulu. we are free to like whatever we want just as you guys like moonsun."
          
          
          when i read the comments, i felt like i'm doing such a wrong thing. like it's such a bad thing to write about them or even just like the ship just because it's not to their liking.
          
          i respect you guys and your perspective and i hope you guys would learn to respect others' too.
          

here it is, a new story! ^o^
          
          https://my.w.tt/D31e7uivK8

Hey guys! 
          
          I'm sorry i've been pretty inactive lately.
          In all honesty i haven't even started the next chapter for trap yet, but i probably will do it later tonight or tomorrow, so that i can post an update tomorrow night or maybe by friday.
          
          xoxo, 
          lucky ♡
          

There you go
          
          
          https://drive.google.com/file/d/1-B6KDV6h5WTQR6g7q9cZuPKkaJdQ401t/view?usp=drivesdk
          
          Tell me if it doesn't work