m-ilkiee

Guys yesterday was my birthday lol (It was honestly so fun! I went out with my friends, had the time of my life and got tons of presents. Oh and my cake was pink )

sphiexdre

YAYYY!! im so happy you had a good time x
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mjaumjauuuuuuu

laylaaa we are getting season 4 in 2026 if you saw :3!!!

mjaumjauuuuuuu

@m-ilkiee oh oh! and WE FINALLY GOT A MODEL FOR SENJUUUU RAHHHH CAN'T WAIT
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m-ilkiee

Guys yesterday was my birthday lol (It was honestly so fun! I went out with my friends, had the time of my life and got tons of presents. Oh and my cake was pink )

sphiexdre

YAYYY!! im so happy you had a good time x
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m-ilkiee

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In my life, I've been in two major toxic relationships:
          1. My exsituationship
          2. Readers of Monsters.
          And I can say right now, that the ex-situationship treated me a thousand times better that people who I bent backwards just to make them happy only for them to harrass me. And if I didn't let an ex-situationship who I knew in real life treat me like shit, do you think I'll let you, a random stranger treat me like shit either?
          
          And let me make this clear, writers owe you nothing. I don't owe anybody anything but myself. Me making Monsters public is not an avenue for ANYONE to treat me badly. I shared with you. It is not a right for me to update, it is a privilege. I wrote monsters for myself and a few mutuals, and the message was for me to process MY TRAUMA, not yours, not for you, you who it is diffcult to put one nice comment without being rude. The audacity for any of you to think I don't care about my mesaage when I AM THE ONE WHO FUCKING WROTE IT IN THE FIRST PLACE, IS ASTOUNDING. Think for a fucking second; the person who wrote monsters as an allegory for classism, assault, misogyny, all the important message, don't you think that maybe... MAYBE THE PERSON WILL ALSO CARE ABOUT INJUSTICE IN THE WORLD?? Maybe idk, I'd be POLITICAL BECAUSE IT FUCKING AFFECTS ME EVERYDAY??
          
          Collectively, all of you, fuck you for constantly harrassing me and ruining a story dear to me. I wish you the absolute worst. And I don't need anyone to fucking pity me or feel bad for me, I need you people to see writers as human beings.
          
          And I stand by what I said that started this mess: WW3 memes are not fucking funny. Esp coming from Americans. People are dying over the recent attacks, have some decorum and take things seriously.

iadoremik3y

@m-ilkiee oh no your extremely welcome! Ik how hard it is and how much time it takes to write fanfictions, people don’t realize how much dedication and work actually goes into it! Especially with monsters! There’s a lot of things that can trigger people and Ik you try your best to write it in a proper way and as a reader and fellow writer I am so grateful for all the work and time you put into it! Especially when you explain very clearly that it’s not for underage people and sensitive people! Honestly I am disgusted with the hate you’ve gotten! It’s not like you didn’t tell anyone what the fic would entail, and you told people multiple times and apologised multiple times because you couldn’t upload because of personal stuff as they were so vain and just ignored you, pretended you was not human which was not okay! Girl you’ve done nothing wrong! You expressed your opinion and creative ideas into your own work and got hate because you was writing what was on your mind! You was writing it because of your own reasons and people just seem to think the world revolves around them and they should have things handed to them on a silver platter! I hope to good you have blocked them cause if I was you I would have crashed out 
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m-ilkiee

@tinkerhobi thank you for sticking by me. Honestly, I'm really appreciative of your kindness. 
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m-ilkiee

@iadoremik3y thank you so much for being empathetic towards me, I'm grateful honestly. I'm glad I had nice people like you reading Monsters
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