maegan

i just reread everything i published after quite some time hahaha some lines i now find hard to read (cuz 2026 me thinks they're cringe, trying hard, awkward), though some lines i think are still cool and make me proud of my 2022 self <3

the sun has never shone 
          incandescently the way you did.
          with eyes so chocolate yet so 
          honeydew across mine; 
          you are my favorite part of the day.
          your phrases alone make me
          want to love you 'till i perish from
          this very Earth.
          your laugh so contagious so pure
          makes me want to pepper kisses
          along your face and keep you
          away from the dirt.
          my tiny heart has learned to 
          accommodate its immense passion
          for you;
          and i'm hoping it will not burst and
          spill too much red;
          then, you'll know how ugly
          an interior can be and you'll wish
          you've never been loved by me.
          
          ———
          this was not supposed to end like this
          but i got carried away.

barely living now

i miss writing poetry for someone :((

i love you with all i am possessed with.
          my demons—they have learned to embrace you as well. they—those who haunt me—are blinded by the light specks of your eyes and the curls of your hair. you are here with them—inside the grey areas of my catastrophic mind. you are here—calming the wilding storms of the east. my demons—they have learned to love you...so much they do not dare let you out.
          
          _________
          
          proof of life!!!! 

this day sucks, so i'm back to reading comments on my poetry to feel something :")

based on a true story.
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/335369539

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"my love"

the jealousy of harlequin by nina petrovna as pfp ❀ i love that piece