mastxrmind
It's not a small deal when it's the reason you ended up in therapy and are afraid to repeat patterns and ending up the same way so you overthink every interaction
mastxrmind
mastxrmind
I have never felt more alone...not even when the one I used to call my best friend ditched me for her then boyfriend 💔 Maybe because she went back and forth between us when he failed her and i still had that feeling of validation that I was being important to someone
mastxrmind
This dream isn't feeling sweet
We're reeling through the midnight streets
And I've never felt more alone
It feels so scary getting old
thesuburbanlegend
@mastxrmind UGH LORDE MY GIRL This song makes me sob
mastxrmind
@missweetmisery it's hitting so hard, specially THIS part
missweetmisery
@mastxrmind RIBS BY LORDE >>>
missweetmisery
VALLLL I’VE MISSED YOUUUU, HOW IS EVERYTHING? You don’t have to tell me ofc ☹️ Just ILYSM ❤️
missweetmisery
@mastxrmind real 💔 ohhh idfk why but wattpad never notified me of your earlier response 🙁 allow me to reply now 🥲
mastxrmind
@missweetmisery could be better tbh
mastxrmind
I cried on the first day of school yayyy...😕
missweetmisery
@mastxrmind I get that, that's kinda been every single friendship in my life, which I was randomly spiraling about yesterday cause I'm scared college isn't gonna be any different. I'm not anybody's first (or second?...) choice in a friendship either, but I'm not going into that. At least we have each other 🙁❤️ And you know Taylor Swift in her school years kinda went through your situation too 💔 I think all the successful people get emotional whiplash right before they make it, a painful sign 🥲Fitting in is so tough and it's not fair cause we shouldn't have to put in so much effort when welp the others just don't even realize it's cruel to not include you during breaks and all that. Maybe they'll come to realize it (hopefully someday soon)
mastxrmind
@missweetmisery like why isn't as easy as with you or them?
mastxrmind
@missweetmisery @cxddvxmpiire I also posted a screenshot of a chat w my best friend that lives in Washington (explaining to her what was happening, but blurred that message) and she replied saying: "Dude, I used to forbid you to go to the restroom without asking me first (we joked like that, obviously) and I joke a lot abt missing my "girlfriend" but I seriously do miss her and our whole friend group. I just wonder why all people can't be like them or like you guys
missweetmisery
HOLAAA :D
missweetmisery
@princxssbuttxrcup AH HOW’D RANDOM WEREWOLF GET IN THE CONVERSATION?
princxssbuttxrcup
@missweetmisery Andrew???
missweetmisery
@mastxrmind (like I'm calling HIM that, he deserves it)
mastxrmind
Boys will be boys ig. I can't believe I used to have a crush on him cuz he was nice to me ONCE Lmao I'm stupid- yeah ok-
missweetmisery
@mastxrmind WHAT? BUT YOU LOOK STUNNING IN YOUR NEW HAIRSTYLE, I'M SO IN AWE OF IT! :< some boys are just blind, BOOOO. He's the only rat here.
mastxrmind
@missweetmisery The crush part didn't even lasted 3 weeks cuz yea, now I have a new crush as yk but still like it stung
mastxrmind
@missweetmisery and when I answered him that, he was like "what filters? You're blind even" and the he send a sticker of a rat saying "this is how you look"
cxdevxmpiire
DID SOMETHING HAPPEN TO YOUR ALT ACCOUNT OR DID I TYPE THE USER IN MY ALTS BIO WRONG??
cxdevxmpiire
@mastxrmind oh dang okay I'm stupid
mastxrmind
@cxdevxmpiire my alt is fine, I think you typed it wrongg, it's estrella-star
mastxrmind
I finally had my summer glow uppp
cxdevxmpiire
@mastxrmind QUEEN
mastxrmind
August is augusting the way it should august (it's raining) time to put on my fake folklore cardigannn
cxdevxmpiire
@mastxrmind I got my sister a fake folklore cardigan and it's lasted longer than Taylor's