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i am very sorry for putting gr&lj on hold, i swear i would have continued and hell even finished, but i have a couple lame ass reasons for you.
1. i have igcse's next year. and yeah i know some writers even update when in a fucking hurricane, but my parents are your basic african parents, and if i get so much as a D i might as well just kms
2.as aforementioned i would have to kms, not like i wouldnt want to already lol. yes my mental health has been dwindling each passing second and i didnt think it was fair to you guys to give you a half assed update when you all deserve so, so much more. i'm really sorry i was dumb enough to let things like my mental health get in the way. :(
3.i am really, and seriously unmotivated for this book. yeah i know some writers continue regardless of the consumer feedback, but i really couldn't. i know i sound like this major whiny bitch but there really is nothing hinting at me to resume writing this book. i enjoy writing it, when and if i am able to do so, but publishing it makes me feel as thought this book was better off in my ms word. untouched.
hence why i am contemplating unpublishing it. i know i'm a major bitch by even considering it, but i really dont think anyone would be bothered regardless.
thank you for reading,
Mela