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Lately, I noticed a weird change in my friends' behaviour, I thought I'm just imagining things, but no, they literally kept avoiding me.
So my (school)friends are actually the only ones that (as I thought) liked me in my class(and prolly school, cuz for some reason no one likes me, like bro I didn't even do anything?).
I have 3 friends in my class (Friend Z who I've known since kindergarten, K that I talk with the most from this three and P who i sit next to in class but they are closer with Z which I don't mind). And since this school year started, they don't talk to me much, like hardly ever even turn my way. I keep on trying to talk with them like before, but they give me just cold one-word answers and turn to talk with each other again. I don't even know what I did wrong, and when I ask, they act like I'm just paranoid and the bad one.
Like I can just walk up to them (which was okay last year, but it's suddenly not?) when they talk abt smth and I try to be a part of the conversation, so I say smth and while they were smiling at what other's said, now that I dared to speak they stop at me, and smile right back at each other(especially Z, what did I do wrong?).
It makes me question if I'm even worth enough to have friends cuz I always feel excluded.
Or when we have to do group projects in class, they run up to be in one group and say that there's no space for me, and I have to be in the group with ppl that clearly don't like me. Bro, this hurts like sh1t.
And then friend Z acts like they didn't treat me like shit the whole day or week when they see my mom picking me up from school.
And, yeah, I have other friends, but they go to different schools, so we meet only on weekends, and this sucks because they're the only ones that treat me like a normal person:(
Dude I definitely wrote too much for someone to read LOL