'i truly don't know whether to care or let you go. you always seem to push me away and hate me, but one day you will look back on your past and remember me. you'll come looking for me, but guess what, i got tired of waiting for you to come. i got tired of seeing if you'd ever change your mind. i was tired of you and the shit you would always pull. so i left without a trace. and i hope as you stand there, looking out at where YOU thought i was. i hope you regret everything you said to me. i hope i fill your nightmares and your daydreams. i hope you know that you pushed me to my breaking point... and i hope you know you did this to me... i hope you feel sorrow and guilt. but also, i hope you learn that just because a person doesn't like YOUR way, isn't a good reason to leave them and push them and HATE them. i hope you learn that YOU messed up the most, i did wrong, yes, that is clear. but i always said sorry. you too messed up, that's why i'm here, but you said it was MY fault... it's not true. so, i guess i hope you learn that you mess up and that's okay... just own it. and don't push other's so far they feel like their trapped. because one day you'll think back to that person in middle school. and you will look for them, and they'll be dead. because of you.'
-Me